Also something I never really think about, but I’m at least 2 years sober from any hard drugs (meth,heroin,etc) I don’t have an exact date though.
Wow cool number!!! Good catch!
I laughed at ur internet going on. I feel bad that it happened but swriously tho… someghing interviened. How was ur visit? How has ur dehydration been? Hope things are looking up for u since ur relapse
Oh, yeah. We bumped into each other in the parking lot the other day when I was taking out the trash and he was warming up his car. He thought I was mad at him. I assusred him I wasa just isolating like a do. So we cool again. In fact, he dropped off some breakfast this morning. So everything back to normal. Thanks for asking. How have you been?
Thanks, Rosa. That means a lot!
I can’t really be surprised since I started inviting some HP into my life. It was a good visit; not really deep conversation, but I was glad for the company. Still a little thirsty, but I don’t think serious dehydration. Still waiting for the job to call, and I’m a little apprehensive.
How have you been? I loved the dreamcatcher!
Thanks, it’s been a while, I miss the group just been so busy!
Day 257
Not caught up on this thread or many other conversations. But im sober tonight.
If im on time tomorrow, I will be on time tomorrow for 3 weeks straight.
Caught up on the new season of dead to me and did think about wine and that i could get some so checking in here.
Yes im angry and my life is shitty in many avoidable ways but alcohol will only be another dangerous and gross choice. Too late to tidy i need to be up soon but ill do 30 tomorrow i promise.
Sounds like we’re having basically the same evening. I’m in a mood for some reason, got 23 minutes until the beer store closes, and I’m just watch sense8 on Netflix. But we’re still sober! Hang in there!
Day 5
Woke up early to work out but my body said no, so spent 15 mins stretching and rolling my ruined back instead. Still a minor achievement considering I’d probably be being sick in the sink right about now . It’s Friday today and usually I’d already be thinking about how obliterated I could get tonight without having to worry about not getting up for work, then the lonely self hating Saturday hangover would be in full swing. I’ve planned to work tomorrow and see my friend after.
F you alcohol…… I’m not drinking today because I want my life back.
Thanks for listening to me rant if you got this far and thanks for all your inspiring check ins.
However your day is, good/bad I hope it’s a sober one for you all. Much love
Congratulations!! A bit late to the party Hope you celebrated it well
Real good to see this. Well done, My day is already better
Sometimes I stop and think " Shit have I really"
Sometimes I stop and think " can I have a drink now"
Always its just one day at a time.
Love it hate it, no excuses just do it.
Hiya Paul Good to see ya. Not sure if I saw your 2 yr milestone but I’m super proud of the progress you’ve made. Hope you and the missus are well.
Day 397 AF
Day 4 no soda
What’s good, fam.
Nothing new here. Staying busy with work and the fam. I had a couple of dreams about boozin. In one dream, I lied to my wife and went out for drinks with some friends. I guess it was my son’s bday and I missed it because I blacked out and forgot about it. In the dream, I got into a huge argument with my wife. These dreams are trippy AF. How long do they last?
Anyways, everything else is good. Going for walks in the mornings and evenings. Trying to get fit for my company’s Xmas party. It’s in about 2 weeks. There’s gonna be a lot of booze I’m sure, but I’m not worried about it. Just gonna chill with the wife and catch up with my colleagues. I work remotely and only get to see them once a month. We need a lil break from the kiddos too.
It’s good seeing yall reach milestones and hittin some high digits. Proud of you guys! We’re all in this together. ODAAT.
Have a good night everyone!
I’m doing fine cheers but the good lady is struggling with her health. She’s my priority now and while I’m sober and able I try and get her out the house and build some memories as she can’t work anymore and feels useless. Did London on the train the other week and last week a stay in the mountains, tonight it’s taking her and the grandson for their first ride on a steam train all covered in Xmas lights. Life’s to short and too precious. We can never get those days back but we can certainly make a difference now…
Oh, Paul. My heart and love goes out to you and the family. You’re absolutely right, live in the now and make those precious memories.
Congratulations to two weeks!
Did your yoga start at 8 pm? I would instantly fall asleep.
It is good to read, that you are better now.