Hey all, checking in on day 898. I hope everybody has a good one!
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Day 900 clean and sober. Have an amazing day, love you guys 
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The big 900!!! Thatâs awesome man congrats!! Proud of you like always 
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Hello all,
Checking in on Day 1,587.
God Bless!
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Thank you bro youâre next!!! Proud of you too!!!
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900 Days wowza !! Have a great day your doing amazing !
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Thank you so much Hollieberry. What you said is so kind, and actually helps a lot. I am on day 3 now, and the self loathing is fading a tiny little bit each day. One foot in front of the other.
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Hope you find the missing tool
Love 
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130 days free from alcohol
111 days free from toxic relationships
21 days imperfect regular eating
I was at the dermatologist and she,
as well as I were very proud and happy about how the result looks 
It was fun and they were sooo
kind and friendly again.
She put some little stripes on it again and gave permission to get water on it in 2 days!
My new swim partner asked a few days ago if we want to have a swim together and I said I am not allowed for a few days due to a little operation. He send me wishes to get well soon and a heart with a band aid on it. 
2 days later he send a white candle with glitter and snow for the 1st advent.
Hope we will hit the pool together once again this weekend. 
Maybe this slow but constant contact is what the universe send me for this time where I am standing in live. Early sobriety and lots of change and reflection about patterns, relationships, codependency and more.
This morning i was a bit stressed. Since my way to the doc i am again feeling deep inner healing, luck, power and calmness. I feel so good! Sometimes I even canât believe it.
Or trust it.
But of cause, I enjoy⌠One day at a time.
Sending love, peace, ease, strength and power⌠To everyone who needs a bit as I am over floating 
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Cool, Iâve never heard about this system before. 
Iâve started to go to the fitness center again, to avoid problems because of office work.
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Congratulations!
Oh, I remember this as it was yesterday. I walked through the supermarket w was in front of the wine . Finally took a bottle and carried it around like I already stole it or everybody was watching me. I put it down somewhere. I was ashamed and horrified and overwhelmed. When I grabbed it I was playing the tape through and didnât give a fuck. I was too scared literally in the end to take it. The results would have been a disaster.
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Congratulations on your 130 days alcohol free 
Im glad you healing well and can get back to swimming in 2 days.
I should be fine, i just need to keep life simple i think. And the best thing is to not drink then il be okay.
I might try some more meetings it cant do any harm.
Im just torturing myself really instead of enjoying sober life which i know is what i want.
I am lucky my family do not drink, so id really have to go out of my way to ruin it for myself.
Its not like il even be around it.
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Its my sons 20th bday next week and this weekend the family are gathering together so i have that to look forward and keep me busy too.
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May I ask why?
You are wonderful, you are a jewel too!
Give your mind some time to calm.
You donât have to torture, you have to treat yourselfâŚ
If you canât feel it now, maybe you can try
a âfake it until you make itâ technique?
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I think i need to find my purpose 
I will not drink, i will stay strong and i have you all here too who are sober and that helps me not feel alone
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Restarting, on Day 2. Already having nightmares and headaches. This always happens for me a couple days in. Any tips?
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Take it one day at a time, eat nutritious foods and plenty of water and most of all be kind to yourself while your mind and body heal and balance back out
2 days is brilliant, keep reaching out.
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Made it to another wonderful day. 
Lakota Prayer
Wakan Tanka, Great Mystery,
teach me how to trust
my heart,
my mind,
my intuition,
my inner knowing,
the senses of my body,
the blessings of my spirit.
Teach me to trust these things
so that I may enter my Sacred Space
and love beyond my fear,
and thus Walk in Balance
with the passing of each glorious Sun.
PEACE
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Wow 900 freakin days!!! Great work my friend! Super proud of you 
hugs!!!
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I love your post! Ita really nice to see that uv gained some time for u to relax and unwind! Enjoy!
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