Awe thank you 
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This is a GORGEOUS painting!! I love the vibe i get from it
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Hi everyone, time for me to go to sleep 
have a wonderful day or night whoever and wherever you are in the world right nowā¦! 
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Morning Check In
Day 309
Today is my sons first day back to school in about a month. Hes super excited!! We have his teachers gift ready to go. I hope she likes it!
Today will be a busy day! Workout from 9-1030 then i will begin baking 8 dozen cupcakes. Then prep the 4 diff flavors of frosting. Excited to get these going! They are going to look amazing i hope.
Hope everyone has an addiction free day
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Checking in on day 44. Trying to type with one hand and rub my dogās belly with the other.
I love waking up early and having slow, cozy mornings. I started a new role in my company last week that is way more challenging than my previous position, so having a few minutes in the a.m. to breathe and relax is really helpful.
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Checking in day 106! Still sick, still sober. Hoping to be on the upswing of this. Hope everyone has a great Monday to start this week off right, and sober!
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What kind of Lego do you own?
Lego and later better supplier are/were a huge help during my early day. 
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Nice, I love DnD.
On YouTube is a report over a campaign which already has 40 years of continued gaming under the belt.
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About to hit Day 17.
Really coming back alive and canāt wait for my brain to continue to heal up. Still no job but searching. About to head to the gym I think this will be 5 days in a row and it feels good to be active and regain my strength slowly but surely. Have reactivated the majority of my healing modalities. The one time in the last 20 years of my drinking career I broke away once for a year or two and the gym was my savior. I remember starting to feel super spiritual and connected. Groundedā¦ I remember after 4 months and six months I had this crazy sensation in my brain and it was extremely emotional but it was like I was healing and everything became clear again. I remember being happy and skyrocketing my career. I remember losing 60lbs and gaining a bunch of muscle and being proud of myself. I remember actually smiling for once. I remember all the people that started gravitating around me as I started to shine light in others lives as well as my own. It was tough and I manifested the shit out of everything I worked for. Most of that is gone now but I know if Iāve done it once I can do it again and more intelligently this time. I havenāt had the urge to drink ā¦ Iām finally free and know I can never have a single drop again. Iāve spent the majority of my life as a alcoholic and addict and I want to truly see whatās on the other side of that long term. Iāve had enough and if I do die from my health complications I want to die sober. Going to initiate my morning and night routines againā¦ maybe Iāll post them after I set it up. Off to the gym much love.
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thatās crazy how that works. engaging with oneself via writing. always always helps in some way. could really not live without it. Iām so rooting for you, Mel.
also yeah, @Crazy_Dutchie I also wanna see those legos! I bet youāre nerding the s outta them in the best possible way. kudos on those clean teeth. keep it up!
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I love keeping up with your ever changing avatars. At first look I thought you were doing the Princess Leia hairdo buns. Honoring Carrie Fishers death this month, 
but then I click it open 
Have a nice day
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Happy birthday Fleur!
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96 cupcakes?
Youāre going to bake 96 of them? 
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As I approach 200 days SH freeā¦i am feeling down and wanting to do it more. I have never gone this long without doing it and donāt feel like i am deserving of it. I have been holding on to so much and really donāt feel like i am coping well.
I just wish my mind didnāt want me to relive all the bad memories and times that i lived through, or times when i was less than great to my loved ones. I am really struggling today
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Sorry your struggling Scorpn. I cannot imagine how you are feeling with this kind of addiction that you battle on the daily. Almost 200 days is pretty amazing accomplishment that you are coming up to. Sometimes when Iām struggling it helps me to make a gratitude list at TS on the Gratitude thread, and list all Iām grateful for today, right now, because Iām AF. Thereās so much I got to be grateful for when Iām not drinking.
Keep checking in. You got a posse here that care for ya.
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@Misokatsu happy birthday! 
@Nowenbrace great to see a check-in from you, glad youāre doing well
@KarenKW @Luna2022 welcome back both congrats on trying again 
@Scorpn sending strength
861 days no alcohol.
326 days no cocaine.
So tired. Not unexpected after fighting with myself mentally to get some tasks done both days of the weekend. Still more to do when energy returns.
I was really worried leading up to the 14/15th, as that was the anniversary of when my cocaine relapse began last year, but it seems Iāve sailed past the malady of repeating it, relieved about that.
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She was buried in a Prozac like formed urn. That shows a lot of struggling in her life.
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Yupā¦ its alotā¦ i know lol i dont usually do so many but i felt generous this year 
My husband wants 3 dozen for work, and theres a dozen for my sons class. Then a bunch for his overnight nurses and bus staff. And some for santa of course
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Iāve got a lot of Lego city sets from when I was younger. Now Iāve moved on to creator expert modular buildings, bigger Lego technic sets, like the Bugatti Chiron and Lamborghini Sian and Iāve also bought like 6 trains. But I just buy whatever set I like.
@Faugxh My latest purchase:
That car on the bottom is a relatively big carā¦
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Day 18 and i slept 8 hours woke up bomb .com carrying my coin around. Todays going to be good. Another dream anout fake Xanax i controlled my dream this time and didnt use. I actually tossed them away. So maybe i can now controll those trigger dreams
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