#Day 1573
Having the day of and the weather is wet. Planned to walk early, but maybe later.
Decided to put some of my drums out for sale. I’m a bit emotional about it but I can’t keep them all and not play on them anymore.
Off from work and have to mess out my wardrobe closet
Picture made yesterday at the zoo.
Overall I had a lovely weekend but I feel mentally unstable. I can’t adress it. Maybe because I quit the band? It was a big part of who I am for more then 8 years. Now I have to fill in that gap with something new? Find a new balance?
Been working hard so have had little down time, quite tired.
Been traveling well all things considered i remember when a hard days work in the hot sun was an excuse to pick up but not these days, mostly look forward to driving my car home clear headed and having my subwoofer massage my back. Its the little things.
Hope everyone is doing good, old or new travel well.
@Lorelai Good to see you Lady @Jenny1972 Double digits! Yay you! @DryIn785 Congrats on two weeks sober friend. Keep checking in. Make yourself. It helps. @SoberWalker Ups and downs. We keep going. You’ll find a new balance. Hugs.
Yes I will, thank you for the uplifting words Menno. Hope getting rid of old clothes and stuff will clear up my mind as well
But having a very important coffee break now
You’re there Sean. Proud of you. You’ve taken a huge step forward. Keep going. In the group you’ll be together with your fellows. You’re not alone. You’ll feel better being together although I understand it’s overwhelming now. You can do it! Glad you’re there and glad you’re here with us too. We do this thing together. You’ll be good just go with it.
Good for you, Buddy. Welcome to TS. Rehab is a great way to get on some solid footing in early sobriety. You will get out of it what you put in. And you have lots of support from people who’ve walked that same path here in this community. Glad you are here.
Doing pretty good. I’ve been keeping to myself the last couple days. I was texted by two people that I used to drink with, and I just replied with minimal responses. I feel bad, like that I owe them an explanation for avoiding much contact with them. I’m not ready to have the whole conversation that I don’t want to drink anymore yet. As many resets and failed attempts I’ve had in my past, I don’t know if they would take me seriously. So until I can get more sober time under my belt, I’m just not going to stress myself out about it. At the end of the day, if my sobriety is better by my choice, then if they are really my friends, they will understand when I am ready to explain.
Day 100
Woop woop
Was a shitty day at work, now on my way to physical therapy. Tomorrow will be better.
I’m sober, I won
Have a beautiful sober day friends and stay strong
