Thank you @Cjp @Butterflymoonwoman and @Scorpn !!
Stay connected brother! You have been an encouragement to me this past month. Reach out of you want to chat. You can do this ! Rest is good. Drinking coffee and watching it snow is good. One day at a time!
Just in case anyoneās interested, I survived the dentist! It hurt. A lot. I may have yelped in pain a few times. And I canāt feel half my face from the anaesthetic. And I need to go back in a month to finish the root canal. Butā¦ I survived the dentist!
Thank you very much.
Day 315.
Iāve been out and about today. It was cold but lovely and sunny and very springlike. I went to an exhibition with a friend and we went for coffee after. Iām really very tired now so Iāll be early to bed I think.
I really enjoyed the art exhibit and particularly liked this sculpture by Linda Aloysius.
Yay! Super congratulations . Did you post on the 1000 days thread,?
@Amy30 So glad you went in to dentist to get some relief. Mouth pain is no joke.
@Hoss Glad Tempest is going well for you. I picked The Luckiest Club, but I know the supports are similar. The more I shared, the stronger I got in sobriety!
Huge congratulations!
Great jobā¦
Its always good to read your posts!
Ending day 23. Itās a long time since reaching these numbers. Although I feel an inner pressure inviting me to fall I am amazingly standing up
Day 21 no weed
day 127 no alcohol
I posted earlier but that was more out of frustration and anger so I deleted it
Today was really bad. I couldnāt do my work right. I canāt seem to get it at the moment but I think another thing clicked
Do the first department I get told to do, ask and move on to the next
I was told if I donāt get it I could loose my job and I really like it and that is frustrating to me. On top of that Iām still not feeling 100% and still under the weather.
Iāll keep trying to get my work done
My next day is Wednesday
Keep standing!
Day 63. Not feeling too good. But had a chill day hanging out with my bf and watching college basketball. Going to bed early.
@Nordique 1000 is incredible, congratulations!
@Butterflymoonwoman I have drinking dreams sometimes. Weird part is, alcohol is there, but something stops me from drinking. Like, the glass or bottle will just vanish!
@Juli1 Iām so glad youāre back! I was worried because you havenāt posted lately. Iām on day 4 myself.
@Minatasha Iām sorry things are so hard right now, donāt give up!
@Amy30 Congrats on getting out alive. I got 2 teeth that need to come out and Iām not looking forward to it.
Day 4
Got a good nightās sleep for the first time in a long time. It was a cold, drizzly day so I just did a thorough cleaning until Brian showed up at 3:30. Heās a great guy but not much for deep conversation. I feel a big shift in my life because I finally have financial security, but because of physical health I canāt do much of what I wanted to do only a few months ago. I couldnāt get him to discuss this with me.
Still, a good night. Listening to jazz; gonna read one of those library books I havenāt even started yet (I tend to check out 4 or 5 at a time). Trying to avoid internet (except for here of course). Have a great sober evening/morning!
P.S. Donāt forget to set your clocks ahead.
Thank you!!
(Complete sentence)
Congratulations on triple digits!!
Today was a great day. Started out with my 1st in person meeting for CODA. It was a small meeting but it was good. I even shared. After that i worked for a few hours, got a healthy dinner, went for a walk, and i just finished an SLAA meeting online. Iām almost through my 6th day of no weed too! I had so many strangers say hi to me today and some wanted talkā¦ itās crazy making the charges i have been seems to attract people. I love that the people are from all walks of life. Idk if they can feel an energy from me, but itās been interesting. Now to watch some Spongebob and relax until i fall asleep.
Heās a smart sponge!
Thank you so much!