Day 32 AF! It is Saturday morning and cold here. I slept long and hard during the night and am groggy this morning.
Hope Everyone has a great day today!
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Wow congratulations on quadruple digits!!! Amazing work 
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love this! Dentists and guns
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Checking in sober! Grateful AF (as f*ck in this case ) to wake up sober and plan on being sober today. One day at a time. I feel like my body is still trying to figure out this change I made (18 days so far), alternating between exhaustion and some manic type feelings. Inspired by yâall regardless whether youâre on day 1 or 1,000 
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Iâm getting ready to attend my first in person meeting! Itâs a CODA meeting. Codependency is one of my biggest problems. I get emotionally attached so easilyâŚ
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307, checking in 
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Very happy check in at Day 20!
I am so proud, thrilled, happy. I feel like its getting easier. Feeling like my indenity is shifting from âalcoholicâ to ânot a drinker.â I donât plan on becoming complacent or overly confident. Some days I get so happy⌠it turns into fear of losing it, but I keep remembering my âwhyâ.
Happy sober weekend everyone!!
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Morning Check In
Day 391
Goooood morning everyone! Its a brutally cold day here today 
Lots of snow fell last night.
Didnt sleep well. Had a using dream but thankfully in that dream i smashed my paraphernalia bcuz i didnt want to use. It was pretty vivid. I think the dream happened bcuz of feeling stressed yesterday plus having that craving.
Ive been realizing also that I have been emotionally off and have been having more cravings then usual. So im taking this as a warning sign that i need to do more recovery related work. Nip this in the bud before it gets worse or cravings get more intense.
I prayed this morning while on my way to work. Will work my shift. My client is going home today for a family visit so i will have time to maybe read some recovery literature and spend more time on here. And then go home to spend time with my family 
Hope everyone has an addiction free day
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Girl, I can relate! Gees my moods shift from happy to nervous to sad to guilt to hopeful to confident, but on a good note - I always make it back to a calm and grateful mindset thankfully 
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Checking in sober.
2nd evening after repeatingly relapsing
Had food, had naps, had meeting (recovery dharma) - thats new and I joyned one yesterday and today.
Managed lot of housework and did meal prepping (chicken broth).
Sold a TV at eBay classifieds.
Will have a Yoga stretch now and
a long distance swim workout as yesterday.
Afterwards just some late-night snack and resting.
Much love
Thank you all for being here 
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Congratulations on 1000 days!!!
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Happy Saturday! Have an excellent day!
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Check in, day 4 after 5th relapse, and this time itâs gonna stick, I can feel it. It wasnât even hard to fight off the craving today, I just drank some instant ice tea with extra collagen (like for your hair, nails, skin and stuff) and it was so discustingly fake-sweet-bluberry taste that I had to drink another one lol. Iâm happy that Iâm going to hit the gym tomorrow instead of being hangover. I would go to the gym today too, but I already drove so much today and the road is icy and slippery that I decided to stay home. And Iâm totally proud for winning over this craving today.
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Day 371
A day of painting and crying. I gave away some items i had stored, but now there is a crowded mess in my room. Keeping track of my purchases like groceries and clothes. A lot of things Ive committed to not buying more of for 2023, like socks and shoes.
I havent used anything, but I am bargaining with myself. What if I allowed myself 1 joint every six months. I am comfortable never drinking. I have a lot of nice drinks. And never edibles. They and vapes were horrible. But the depression is never ending. If im sober except for 2 joints a year, at least that would be something to look forward to.
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Check in: honestly Donât feel well. My depression has been bad. My hygiene has been awful. I cant seem to do anything lately. Its probably depression that led me to drinking in the place. I have drank on and off since trying to quit in my 30s. Im 61 now. I know some things i should tryâŚbut just want to sit and drink coffee and watch it snow here in mn.
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chilling playing cod pain not bad today
Happy sober Saturday everyone have a good weekend
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Have you ever done talk therapy or met with a psychiatrist? Theres no shame nowadays. Plus part of rockin sobriety is addressing underlying mental health
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I have tried
Talk therapy in the past. Right now im on meds for depressionâŚbut am still in a slump. Its only been 32 days since i quit drinking againâŚso maybe i just need more patience. Prob just takes time.
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