Check in Day 250 happy and Sober
So it has been an while since my last update post in the Talking Sober Community.
If I look back in the past 3 years, and checking in again after a while would be a scream for help to finally get sober and to sort out my life.
This time that’s not the case and actually I’m doing very well and I managed to stay sober for 8 months in a row.
Its took me more than 3 years of struggling and relapsing and I finally manage to stay sober for a long time. I made an commitment to never walk back down that long dark path called alcoholism again.
In July I signed up for an Online Coaching course which not only helped me with my alcohol addiction but also helped me coping with the ‘’battle’’ called life, making future plans and my social and mental struggles.
My life is so much better now! Off course I still have a lot of shitty days and life still sucks, but I don’t care… I can handle it…… SOBER!
Hiking is my new DOC. Hiking is my best friend and therapy for the last 8 months and for the future. Hiking is what I use for meditation.
I am training now for A Long Distance path in The Netherland which is 500km, around 300 miles I think.
I Saved 5 weeks of holiday so I can walk this hiking track in May.
I dreamt of a sober life for so many years, some times I still can’t believe that I am sober for such a long time now. I am grateful for having the perseverance for not ever giving up on myself and that I kept on trying. I am grateful for having some amazing people around me who never gave up on me.
And I am grateful for this great community for supporting me and that there are still members who now and then tag me in a post even after a long period of absence.
This made me realize that I should start contributing more to this amazing community. Thank you @runningfree in particularity
There are more battle to be won, like my nicotine addiction.
I gave myself 30 minutes of ‘‘screen time’’ a day, so I will keep it brief.
Have an amazing sober day to all of you!
Smile, Breathe and Go slowly!