Day 43. Not much to say.
Day 13 of no narcotics
Irritation levels-very high
Day 264. Have been saving my money for a bike and weāll I baught a lottery ticket which I know is not great, but I donāt buy them to often, anyways I won 100 dollars so I had 200 dollars for a bike. But I was excited and was impulsively scavenging the market place trying to find a bike. I was torn between two bikes or saving my money for something I really wanted. Why I felt I need a bike right now idk, but I ended up buying this. Itās a nice older style Gary Fisher, itās a 2001 and I do like it, but itās just not exactly my style I should of looked it over better and realized that itās only 26 in wheels when I really need 29s. idk so I kind of have a regret for buying this when I should of saved my money and tried to find something I really want, but also part of me says well I didnāt need to save up and get me a top of the line bike for 1,000 dollars again anyways. Idk anyways hereās a pic of the new bike I got, It is super light and has some good qualities as wellā¦ just trying to fix this impulsive behavior because it can be dangerous, Iām glad I see it tho and acknowledge it.
Nice find, Mikeā¦ I think itāll be a good ride!
Youāre absolutely right, but in the short term I have to find a job immediately. I could probably make an afternoon meeting.
Day 0
Not a whole lot to say. Just being really anxious about the future. Wanted to check in and say hello.
Hello!
You canāt change the past which kinda sucks cuz if I did Iād Iād be sober longer
Relapses so hurt but this is progress over perfection
Dude that is an awesome bike! I have a 2000 trek which is similar i even have a manitou fork like that one. And it looks like it has my all time favorite tires - panaracer fire xc! Forgive me i have been mountain biking for decades I couldnt help myself!
12 days sober today!
2 years 5 months, the longer this goes on the more I canāt believe it. This will never be my new norm, the normal me drinks and takes shit loads of drugs.
Iām just taking the day off.
1353
Have as good a day as you all can friends. Sober and clean. Love.
Back to work. Spring is coming. Letās go.
Checking in. Day 135
checking in Day 7 AF
Hi sober family,. Gym day today w/ F.
Hugged a co-sponsor today , was a nice feeling to enjoy and remember
Safe travels in Godās country on the Path, Ty Lordy
Hope your son will get better soon and that youāll find more time for reading and meditation. Feel hugged from afar
#Day 1616
I like my numbers today
Had a weird dream about me in a pub surrounded by drinking people. I was not.
And suddenly I decided to tell all that people about me recovery, whether they liked it or not
Like I said: weird.
Today? Work.
Have a good monday all of you or good sleep if itās the end of day
Day 12 today sober
Day 11 smoke free
Been doing pretty good. Smoking has bugging me a bit.But it goes away after a bit ā¦
Well thatās definitely sounds weird to be honest. Canāt judge a book by itās cover, but itās weird I agree, but Definetly not as weird as this dude this whole thing reminds me of this movie I watched few days ago
sorry canāt find better quality, but itās the scene I wanted to share
good one
Because of this reason, I prefer meetings with a topic and a timekeeper.
It happens everywhere in NRW. Over here in Lower Saxony everybody has to eork.
All the best for your son and a speedy recovery!