Checking in daily to maintain focus #52

Day 43. Not much to say.

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Day 13 of no narcotics
Irritation levels-very high :melting_face:

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Day 264. Have been saving my money for a bike and weā€™ll I baught a lottery ticket which I know is not great, but I donā€™t buy them to often, anyways I won 100 dollars so I had 200 dollars for a bike. But I was excited and was impulsively scavenging the market place trying to find a bike. I was torn between two bikes or saving my money for something I really wanted. Why I felt I need a bike right now idk, but I ended up buying this. Itā€™s a nice older style Gary Fisher, itā€™s a 2001 and I do like it, but itā€™s just not exactly my style I should of looked it over better and realized that itā€™s only 26 in wheels when I really need 29s. idk so I kind of have a regret for buying this when I should of saved my money and tried to find something I really want, but also part of me says well I didnā€™t need to save up and get me a top of the line bike for 1,000 dollars again anyways. Idk anyways hereā€™s a pic of the new bike I got, It is super light and has some good qualities as wellā€¦ just trying to fix this impulsive behavior because it can be dangerous, Iā€™m glad I see it tho and acknowledge it.

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Nice find, Mikeā€¦ I think itā€™ll be a good ride!

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Youā€™re absolutely right, but in the short term I have to find a job immediately. I could probably make an afternoon meeting.

Day 0 :confused:

Not a whole lot to say. Just being really anxious about the future. Wanted to check in and say hello.
Hello! :v:

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You canā€™t change the past which kinda sucks cuz if I did Iā€™d Iā€™d be sober longer

Relapses so hurt but this is progress over perfection

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Dude that is an awesome bike! I have a 2000 trek which is similar i even have a manitou fork like that one. And it looks like it has my all time favorite tires - panaracer fire xc! Forgive me i have been mountain biking for decades I couldnt help myself!

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12 days sober today!

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2 years 5 months, the longer this goes on the more I canā€™t believe it. This will never be my new norm, the normal me drinks and takes shit loads of drugs.
Iā€™m just taking the day off.

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1353
Have as good a day as you all can friends. Sober and clean. Love.

Back to work. Spring is coming. Letā€™s go.

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Checking in. Day 135

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checking in Day 7 AF
Hi sober family,. Gym day today w/ F.
Hugged a co-sponsor today , was a nice feeling to enjoy and remember :hugs:
Safe travels in Godā€™s country on the Path, Ty Lordy :dove::heart::person_in_lotus_position::pray::biking_man:

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Hope your son will get better soon and that youā€™ll find more time for reading and meditation. Feel hugged from afar :hugs:

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#Day 1616 :walking_woman:
I like my numbers today :star_struck:
Had a weird dream about me in a pub surrounded by drinking people. I was not.
And suddenly I decided to tell all that people about me recovery, whether they liked it or not :face_with_peeking_eye:
Like I said: weird.
Today? Work.


Have a good monday all of you or good sleep if itā€™s the end of day :raising_hand_woman:

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Day 12 today sober
Day 11 smoke free
Been doing pretty good. Smoking has bugging me a bit.But it goes away after a bit ā€¦

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Well thatā€™s definitely sounds weird to be honest. Canā€™t judge a book by itā€™s cover, but itā€™s weird I agree, but Definetly not as weird as this dude :joy::joy::sweat_smile: this whole thing reminds me of this movie I watched few days ago

sorry canā€™t find better quality, but itā€™s the scene I wanted to share

good one :stuck_out_tongue_winking_eye::joy::sweat_smile:

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Because of this reason, I prefer meetings with a topic and a timekeeper.:confused:

It happens everywhere in NRW. Over here in Lower Saxony everybody has to eork.:smile:

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All the best for your son and a speedy recovery!

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Day 45

Weather changing quickly today. After work It is my turn to drive other co-workers back to our city with van. Why itā€™s always when it is my turn weather goes crazy :sweat_smile:

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