Ugh i hate them too, especially the very real feeling ones. Im sorry ur going thru this. But im glad ur able to see the positives of them and how it reaffirms recovery. And way to go on the gym! 5am is earrrly 
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That sounds awful. Im sorry to hear. Do what you can till may 2nd
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@ hesmyportion You can do it!! Sleepless nights are no fun. Odaatš
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I have made it to day 72 alcohol free. I have not been gambling either because there has been a strong connection between the two for me.
Im going to get out of bedā¦drink coffee and find ways to put some wind in my sail today.
May we all find some moments of serenity today.
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Day 200 alcohol free
Day 8 social media free
Iām waiting for my potatoes to be ready 
Going to eat them with herring, onion and curd.
While waiting Iām on here, reading and listening to some interesting stuff on YouTube.
I deleted everything political and everything negative.
I now mostly watch videos of a guy who shows how the food industry is lying to us. Heās really fun to watch and I learned a lot 
In the morning or evening the radio is on and I update myself with some news to not be totally clueless.
But this way Iām feeling better! Itās enough information and it doesnāt overwhelm me like social media did.
Potatoes are ready! Time to eat.
Have a beautiful sober day friends, stay strong 
PS since quitting social media I realized that Iām starting to get tired around 8pm. The body is adjusting and returning to its natural rhythm again 
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Sigh. Day 1 againā¦
Trying this check in to help me be more accountable. Tired of my husband being upset with me. Tired of disappointing myself.
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Still day 72. Jack and I did our daily walk and leave the park better than we found we itš
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Relationships are tough!!!
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Wow amazing job 
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Congrats on your 200 days 
@Juli1 congrats on your week 
get well soon 
There are alot of milestones so Iāll say congratulations to all of you together today, congratulations 
and well done for all your hard work
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Welcome to the thread mama. Let the battle begin! On to a better future. Weāre in this together lady. Canāt do it alone. Glad to have you aboard.
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In my early days I lived on this site. I read constantly and posted a lot, including a daily or even multidaily check in on this exact thread. It can really help a lot, and you know you are not alone in this. I hated disappointing my husband, too. Keep coming back! It takes work but itās not complicated! We are here for you.
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Day 3383.83 days AF
Hope you all have a good, sober day 
š©¶:yellow_heart:
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Donāt give up and take it one day at a time. Some days are tough but theyād be so much worse with alcohol. You can do this! This forum is such a great support.
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Love these Hazelden books, Iāve been sending people a page every morning for 2 years now. In gods care is a good one. Anyway you know the drill my friendā¦ Forever Forward.
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For anyone on day 1 after yet another relapse thinking youāll never be able to live a normal lifeā¦ That was me.
Never stop trying.
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Yaā¦just trying to get out of my selfpity mindset.
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Day 6 no marijuana
Day 166 no alcohol
Busy day
Happy to be home with the wifey
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