Happy to report in sober from the hotel 
. Road tripping to NM with my dogs, great first travel day in the books. Full day tomorrow, off to sleep 
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Hey friend!!! Congratulations on 4 months 
woo hoo!!!
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You have definitely been an inspiration to me. I am glad you are here and sharing you experience!
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Thank you 
I wonāt give upā¦ā¦ just impatient 
I have quite a bit of work to do on thatā¦
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I do believe the universe responds to what your inner self truly needs and desires, and it knows what that is better than we do at times. Next right thing and stay on the path.
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Thx @Misokatsu and @LeeHawk I think youāre both right, I am grateful for the encouragement! 
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Days
163 substance free
79 self harm free
125 not restricting
Just checking in.
Hope yāall are doing well
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Which thread? Canāt find it 
Checking in end of Day 22. Thatās all I got for now.
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Yeah, jippiiii. Well, the normal for me. I still sometimes think how amazing it is to be here at 1600 days when 1601 days ago I couldnāt manage 3 days in a row. I had tried so many things like probably most of us to moderate, I had a āSparschweinā where I would put the money I saved from one day without alcohol. Now I never understand this strategy. Must be something symbolic. Didnāt work.
So here I am after I thought Iād be relieved to finally have some things sorted like where I will be sleeping from April to June, I still have no contract for this ābeautifulā trip. I cannot concentrate at all. Like not at all. Packing again. Then traveling again tomorrow. Not forgetting anything as I cannot easily go back. But one thing after the other. Focus. Donāt spiral down. Slept like crap until 0230 am. Watched a bit of carnival row but I think I can restart as I mostly āsawā it as a podcast. 
I hope everyone has a good day! I just wanted to say what I have learnt: Trockenheit ist nicht alles aber ohne Trockenheit ist alles nichts.
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Big hug 
Hope today is a better day for you!
And you are done with the wifi thing hopefully 
By the way, I thought only german cable companies have these bullshitty long time windows! That reeeealy sucks!
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Day 173
The dream I had last night couldāve been a great script for a new horror zombie movie 
I woke up and just thought āwtf brain!?ā.
Went to bed earlier yesterday, had solid 6,5 hours of sleep. Not enough but better than 4 hours. My body loves to remind me that Iām over 40, thanks but please be quiet now 
On my way to work, only a 7 hour shift today and 6 tomorrow 
See you later everyone, and stay strong 
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Huge congratulations Franzi 
Your plans sound very interestingā¦
So you are already traveling?
Hope to read more about it soon.
Enjoy your sober day 
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Day 19. Loving the feeling of being excited about life again knowing that if I stay on this path then I will remember everything, not embarrass myself and stay safe (relative to being less safe when drunk). Just going to keep on keeping on.
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I always think how you are 
We are apart of eachother journeys. Watched eachother grow.
Well Iām glad that your not going anywhere thatās good.
You do what is right for you.
Il look forward to reading your weekly check in 
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Woooooo! Congrats to you on another round number, 1600 days is a beauty. Thank you for your connection here, friend. Youāve been a great support. I enjoy hearing your reflections and seeing how far youāve come.
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Iām so sorry youāre stuck. I got stuck in the worst job for 3 years and it ruined my already problematic self-esteem. I now have an OK job (not a dream job but acceptable) and I canāt get myself to be good at it bc of what that other job did to me. Iām praying Lady Luck will soon pay you a visit and donāt lose hope, keep pushing and applying.
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Congratulations 
Big 1600 
@Bones_80 congrats on your 4 months 
@Amy30 congrats on your 68 days 
Glad the dentist is sorted. I had some tooth problems a while back, the pain was terrible.
@Markx congratulations 19 days is amazing.
@Sabrina80 congrats on your 173 days
@FeelingBetter 22 days congrats
@Scorpn Wow you are doing amazing Congratulations on all your Mile stones
@Jasty2 wishing you a good day today and congrats on your sober time
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3 days sober
Just a quick check-in. Rain forecast again for today - prescription for depression! But the sky is clear right now so hopefully weāll get at least a nice morning walk with a bit of sunshine. Have a good one everyone.
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Yay @anon74766472 !!! Fantastic!
What a difference a day can make, yes!
Big congratulations!
(The translator made a mess of your quote.
( Couldnāt understand it)
Something about dryness. )
Have a wonderful trip, I hope this new adventure ends up being something wonderful for you!
Celebrate!
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