Thank you!
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Donāt discount your current and future success by getting lost in where you were in the past. Everyone has bad days and arguments with a significant otherā¦
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Day 318 nice weather is making things hard. Idk if I can do another summer away from my girls. There is still no confirmation on when Iāll be getting my apartment or if I even am. Iām trying to just take it one day at a time, but this is a bit challenging. Much love
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Day 
Still feeling kind of weaklishā¦
Was driving quite lazy half day. On lunch break I ate doner kebab 
and fell asleep so hard I overslept for 14 minutes and one truck overtaked me on one lap 
Also on Friday they like to finish works earlier and dont like to load cargo on last hour.
Now pushing pedal to the metal I need to spin those kilometers 
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Checking in on day 349.
I had two sleepless nights in a row this week for no particular reason, so I took some prescribed medication last night and slept like a baby. Iām feeling a little groggy this morning but nothing that will hold me back. I did have a drinking dream over night. Itās always a relief to wake up and realise itās just a dream.
Have a good day everyone!
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I wonder that tooā¦ do they have fewer or less intense bad feelings, or are they just better at managing them?! And right on about me probably putting off awkward vibes and @Cjp you are right too about sharing (I havenāt done that yet). I have to remember this all takes time and Iām trying to undo two decades of unhealthy patterns. It wonāt happen in a few weeks or maybe even a few years. This is why one day at a time is so important - when I get overwhelmed or sad or angry itās often because Iāve either been nursing expectations that were failed or because Iāve slipped into thinking about the future or the past.
@Deelzebub i had another drinking dream last night too (the third in as many weeks). Like a good addict I thought wouldnt it be nice to bottle up that relief feeling when I wake up to have for later 
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Hey all, checking in on day 1,034. I hope everybody has a good one!
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Day 976
Work has been ok the last few days, kids settling ok into school again, and been eating decently. Donāt want to speak too soon, but the restless legs have settled down so am sleeping ok. So all good 
Edit lol how many times did I say ok?
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That view is so beautiful
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Checking in on day 66.
I am working from home today and have the windows up listening to the birds sing outside.
I love spring.
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Checking inā¦ about to do this therapy session and wrap up this work week. 60+ days sober and countingā¦beyond thankful for that. Life is still life! Thats not going to change, but the changes im making now definitely makes it alot better. If youre just starting out, stick with itā¦ it gets better, promiseā¦ if youāve been on this journey awhile now heres to youā¦ keep up the good work warriors!!!
Hope everyone has a great weekend.
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Checking in on Day 425
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Checking in on day 188. I do not need alcohol today!
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Day .5 
So at the end of the day I delivered even 1 more cargo that usual at work 
What they put in those kebabs? ehm
Just after workout. Feeling superb! That hurrying up and pushing forward really helped to get out of that stagnation. At the end of the day I can say that I know I am ruled by planet Venus and especially Mars - Th Fire
Iāve been told that movement and pushing forward is very important to me. Itās like I do charge by movement. I also have lilith Moon in Moon. That means no alcohol for me. Combining those things really brings me in the places I donāt want to be and I go against my sort of ācosmic natureā.
Feeling peace now 
Have a good evening, Friends 
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Day 14 Two Weeks Woot Woot!
Sleep is all over the placeā¦I had THREE drinking nightmares last night! Itās that damn addict part of my brain torturing me 
. But Iām not gonna let it win. I feel so much better not drinking. I still have a shitload of problems to deal with, but my self-esteem/self-worth is so much better when Iām sober.
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Happy Friday! Have an awesome day my friends.
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Over 24hours no weed
161 days no alcohol
My wifey had enough of me smoking weed and she did me a solid; she got rid of her whole stash
At first I said she didnāt need to do it for me but she resisted which was very helpful
Finally no weed in the house
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Checking in day 222! Feels like a good luck number 
Iām not feeling well, but starting to think it could be psychosomatic since Iāve been a bit depressed and burnt out at work. Considering a job change because my current hours donāt feel sustainable, but would need something that at least matches the salary which isnāt super common in my profession but weāll see. Been working through the depression and burn out in therapy but just considering the change as another help. Continuing to try to set the life I want since I have the gift of sobriety to help me.
Hope you all have a fantastic sober Friday! 
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