Very true… Also if our journeys are similar towards the end I didn’t drink to be apart of anything, I drank alone and alcohol was my company.
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Checking in Day 589 
Things aren’t too great at the moment.
I won’t go into details as it will keep my mind on it, and is hard enough to distract myself. It’s a really traumatic on going situation, that’s out of my control but affects me terribly as it would anyone in this situation.
Just say glad to be able to know your all here 
Got to keep going forward, try to just go with the flow, try to understand it is what it is.
Try to turn today in to a positive one I can at least give it a try.
Edit : couple of hours later now and things are feeling a bit more gentle.
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Have as good a day as you all can friends. Sober and clean. Love.
My four day weekend is here yay! I’ll make sure to do a good mix of stuff, seeing friends, doing a longer bike ride, home chores, cook good food. Maybe even read a bit. Learn a bit. Having a work training day next Tuesday, learning how to deal with patients with personality disorders, which will be interesting as I’m diagnosed with a couple myself
. For now I’m going to enjoy myself. Without even the thought of needing booze or drugs to have some fun. Because that’s just lies. X
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Here for you w love and support. Thinking about you. @Twizzlers
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Wow on your beautiful wisteria. Please take some big inhales for me. I used to always treasure taking it to put it by my bed when I would go to sleep. ‘Wisteria to sleep by’ my phrase and the name of a photo I did. Something I took for granted. Thank you for the beautiful beautiful picture and enjoy your weekend.
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You’re not alone Twizzle. I just hope you don’t try to solve (when there’s anything to solve) this all alone. We’re here for you. I am. Please take care of yourself. 
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Sorry to hear you sre going through such a traumati situation! I do hope it gets better.
Totally understand not wanting to talk about it so that you can distract your mind – We are ready to listen and help whenever you need.
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Hey all, checking in on day 1,062. I hope everybody has a good one!
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Day 223
The belly is fine again, but I won’t eat any asian food at the moment hehe. I’m done for now.
I tried another meditation yesterday. I want to try to astral travel, the meditation is called “Hemi synch”. I fell asleep before anything happened 
I did this in the past often but never had any effect. At least it was very relaxing 
Work day is almost done 
Only one more hour…
Have a beautiful sober day friends, stay strong 
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Thank you also @Alisa @Mno and anyone else
I decided to just cook my favourite dinner today, I had to go out to get the ingredients and I’ll cook that later tonight.
Just on the sofa, going to take it easy watch movies and just stay hydrated and eat food. Just keep being good to myself. If it doesn’t help today it will help tomorrow 
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Thank you @binx
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Congrats 
I always think of you as your 111 days ahead of me and I used to see your days and it gives me motivation to stay on this path. I’m coming up to my 600 soon and last night I thought of you and thought everytime I see your milestones i use to think I hope I can keep going and get that too and as I’m coming up to my 600 I remember yours and it feels nice to know I have almost reached that milestone - basically I look up to you in my sober journey 
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Brilliant, the longer it goes the more unbelievable it is 
don’t you think. Well done on 700 days.
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Simply wonderful! You’re doin’ the damn thing, amigo! 700 days, one by one. Congratulations!! So glad you’re here with us.
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@Catmama23 Ive been exactly where you are both in depression and the job struggle. Feel free to DM me if you want to hear about the job I left when I got sober and how that all turned out. Also, I started taking my antidepressants when I finally got sober, and they were and still are a big help. Nothing wrong with reaching out to a doc to discuss.
@anon53116147 The way you are handling this situation is beautiful. Turn over to HP, it will work out. Your transformation is inspiring, Mike.
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Awww thanks @Twizzlers and @Dolse71 and @RosaCanDo! 
It means so much to be a part of this amazing community.
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Sending you light and love, amiga. 
Glad you’re here.
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Thank you I’m glad your able to eat and feeling much better now too, was thinking of you. I’m glad your here too 
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