Hi! Quick late 12:30 am check in on DAY 80!
Much better than yesterday, snacked a lot, but did eat dinner. Not very healthy, but dinner none the less. It’s progress.
I took a personal day, didn’t do everything I wanted, but realized I try to do too much, that’s why I fail. So everything I did get done was a win. And have tomorrow off too.
Today overall was good. Going to bed now a little late, but that’s ok! God bless and goodnight all! 
We can be as addicted to TS as we like, it’s far healthier than the alternative 
TS is a great place 
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@CATMANCAM ha ha, you saw my numbers 
Thank you! Congratulations for the new therapy coming up, that is really great news!!
@RosaCanDo the museum was nice and I wasn’t feeling awkward at all. I noticed different things then I would have with someone else. Next project: cinema.
Right…we all know there are worst things to be addicted to!!
I forced myself to go for a walk yesterday. It is a start. I read posts about post acute withdrawal. I wonder if that is something i have been experiencing also??
#Day 1702 
Because I had a cold, my ears are not working well. Better said I’m deaf on 1 ear. It’s nothing serious, but it is very anoying 
Also because the “good” ear that I’ve left is my bad ear 
I hear 60% with it (always).
Ok, there are worse things in life, but it’s difficult and trying to hear stuff is making me tired.
Today? Visiting my mother in law and going for a walk overthere.
Another day sober checking in I’ve got a interview in work on Monday for a manager roll giving me some anxiety hope everyone is well today 
That is wonderful! I pray you get the manager role
Thank you 
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Have as good a day as you all can friends. Sober and clean. Love.
Are you planning something special for your 4 days off?
@HappyDays Congratulations! 
@Maxwell When we take away our preferred coping strategy, we reach for others, food, shopping, media. Be glad that you have noticed it. So now you can try to reverse the cycle. Do a small positive thing, eating some fresh food, reading something meaningful, and really notice it and give yourself credit for doing it. Once your brain feels satisfaction about something it will want more.
@zzz How about bookmarking this post so you can come back to it if you feel the urge? I did the same to a list of reasons why I didn’t want to drink anymore. It helped me a few times.
@Catmama23 What was the meditation on resentments? I so need to work on this more!
@Cjp I have certainly had times when I used it maybe too much. I definitely consider it a lesser vice tho!
Today is rest day. Tomorrow group therapy day which is 60 km away. Might bike there and back depending on the weather and how I feel. No real plans for the weekend yet. Supposed to get warm.
Day 352, going on weekend pass this weekend to see my girls and possibly go camping. Next Tuesday I will start the process of getting my bottom teeth fixed, pretty excited. Got some new tires for my rc truck it looks pretty badass if I do say so myself they grip the dirt so good. My rc truck is fast does about 50 mph lol I love it. Need to hit the gym my back and knee are feeling a bit better. Yeah much love everyone.
Mike, help me understand. . . That remote control truck in picture can go 50 miles per hour?
Also, buddy, I know you are dealing with a hard decision. Based on how you work with your higher power and amazing progress so far, I just want you to know that I feel confident if you continue doing that, things will work out.
Do we have a technical thread about the forum status? The forum is really laggy and I want to know if it’s only on my end.
Thank you I certainly am just trying to follow my heart on this. It’s very challenging but you’re right am confident I will do great no matter what. And yes this truck does 50 miles per hour, it can go faster if I put a different battery in it.
Here’s the most recent one.
Thank you Menno!
That’s really helpfull feedback.
Hey all, checking in on day 1,068. I hope everybody has a good one!
