Congratulations on day 2. Keep up the great work! Every day a different adventure. Stay strong!
Day 291 checking in. I think I got an A- in my class and I’m finally starting to process some feelings from my times during active addiction. Overall, stressed and overwhelmed but surviving and trying not to project as much.
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Have as good a day as you all can friends. Sober and clean. Love.
Did a lot of km’s on my going to and from group therapy yesterday. Had a good day, trained my body, my mind, my soul, and hopefully improved all of them a bit. One day at a time.
I did find out that I’m nowhere finished with therapy. I did make some major progress recently, in how I feel, in my self confidence, in understanding where I’m coming from. But something that happened in therapy made me realise I still have way to go in overcoming my childhood conditioning as being this lonely sole survivor who just should stfu and get on with it, on his own. I know we’re in this together and I know I’m here with you all, but totally feeling it too is still a work in progress.
Anyways. It’s raining, which is fine as we can do with some moisture here. I hope it will clear later as I’m supposed to share a meal with sis and her sons in her allotment later. Which would be nice. Whatever happens I won’t drink or smoke. And I expect the same from you all. X
The pic is of some cows I met along the way yesterday.
Checking in on day 266. Working saturday for me. I’m off at 2 pm. Got some chores waiting for me at home.
I’ve got a movie date with my girlfriend tonight. Gonna see the new Indiana Jones film. Been looking forward to that one for a while.
Have a great sober saturday everyone. We got this!
1 week clean from self-harm.
8 months 20 days clean from alcohol.
1 day clean from binge.
1 day clean from purge.
1 week clean from taurine.
3 months 29 days clean from weed.
1 year 5 months clean from benzene.
3 months 15 days clean from hypnotics.
2 weeks being less amout of sugar.
Weekends are here and I have Summer holidays.
I’m honestly feeling down from yesterday and as well uncomfortably full from binge. When I’m right now thinking about food, I’m disgusted. Eh.
I need to clean house but I have no energy. I want to only be in the bed all day.
My boyfriend drived away with his friends for weekends, so I’m gonna be again by myself here alone. After arguing yesterday I still feel guilty a bit. Now I as well don’t get why I started uncontrollably yell at him.
I hope this day will be a bit better honestly.
Hey Mira, we did it!
Day 2 starting here, good mood, chilling with kids after breakfast, watching Blippi
Day 2
I have my routines, my plans, duties. Yet I am not in the condition to do most of them. Not feeling comfortable enough. Feeling more comfortable to be a madman today. Oh sometimes I just want to take a break from explaining everything to everyone. I know I don’t have to. So I will not.
leave me alone.
Day 168.
Two weeks away from the six-month mark. Fuck me gently with a chainsaw (It’s a Heathers quote, don’t flag!), I never in my wildest dreams thought I’d ever get this far. I thought I was too far gone. I had visions of dying alone in my little flat and no one noticing for 5 years, like it happened to that one woman in London.
For the first time in a long time, I’m kinda ok. Dealing with life as it comes, keeping the melodrama to a minimum and ya know… doing the whole adult thing.
Go me!
My anxiety is still going through the roof, but I’m just gonna ride it out. This too shall pass.
Day 7 found friday night without wine after work quite odd and dull, so i need to plan for that quiet day ahead. Hoping to rest, maybe some gardening and reading around addiction. Have a great weekend folks
Day 3 checking in
FCK alcohol
Much love
Hey all, checking in on day 1112. I hope everybody has a good one!
Good morning sober people!
14 months sober today from weed and alcohol!!
Checking in at 9 months of sobriety
Step by step I collected a lot of 24 hours.
Up to the next 24 hours
PS Yesterday’s workout was so good that I slept solid 9 hours and today I have a muscle ache
Have a beautiful sober day friends, stay strong
Day 82 we keep moving forward was at a AA meeting today might go to another tonight got to put the work in if I want to stay sober hope everyone is well
Checking in day ! Feeling proud to be here. Early on every day felt like a feat. One hundred days seemed impossible. And here I am, going strong
Hope everyone has a super sober Saturday
Thank you Mischa84 for the encouragement!!! We got this girl I am a mom also…love meeting other moms & parents
Night #3 not binge eating at night. Morning weight below 185 lbs for the first time in several months. This weekend will be harder to avoid overeating so I will need to stay very self aware…
Hello everyone. Just wanted to check in. Still sober from alcohol. Hope everyone is doing well. Much love