Checking in daily to maintain focus #55

I hope your daughter will feel better. :sparkling_heart:

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Today is the birthday of my mom, she died 18 years ago. Today she would have been 79 years old. I still remember the year after she died. So many times when I wanna call her because I needed to share something good ore bad with her. I know how you feel, a big hug Dan :people_hugging:

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Day 64 checking in hope everyone is well :pray:t2:

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15 days being clean from self-harm.

My leg still hurts, but it gets better, so at least something. :smile:
Second day in other class is fine, I really feel like I fit in this class. No one is bullying me or watching ne strangely like my class do. Some people talk to me here. Itā€™s beautiful. I was a lot scared other class will dislike me like mine does. My boyfriend told me that he thinks I was placed in wrong class, which honestly I think too. :expressionless:
My mother seem to be in better physical and mental state, so I hope she will stay like that. Iā€™m glad whenever sheā€™s feeling okay. :pray:t2:

I hope everyone are okay. :pray:t2::sparkling_heart:

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Iā€™m happy to say I stayed sober and served as bridesmaid! It was an honor!
I canā€™t attach a photo because Iā€™m new apparently but I look forward to putting a photo when I can :slight_smile:

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Day 5 is better than that last hangover. You can do this. Congrats!!!

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Day 6

Already had a swim.
Dealing with depression and anxiety.

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Day 17ā€¦
Joined the gym (havenā€™t been for years).
Got home and work was ringing and being the :face_with_symbols_over_mouth: they are. I didnā€™t even realise that I was NOT triggered into drinking, and gave it no thought until a co worker messaged me, had a vent, then said she was going to have a wine.
Still didnā€™t have any urge to drink :ok_hand:

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Hey all, checking in on day 1,094. I hope everybody has a good one!

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Checking in Day 906,

Went for a walk with a fellow, it was nice. It was the first time I met a fellow outside the meeting. If not for his app, I would have stayed in bed longer. Gives me some confidence, how strange that may sound. Probably due to my insecurity/avoidance at the moment, discussed that aspect a bit and he mentioned that that is totally not necessary. Geus people see me different then I see myself. Took the folder about self-acceptance in a meeting yesterday, rings a bell or two.

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30 days today!!! :pray:

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@SadMemeQueen Iā€™m sorry to hear how tough it is for you. You canā€™t really trust people you donā€™t know well on the internet (says a person on the internet :sweat_smile:) who knows what that person wanted from you, he certainly wasnā€™t open to a supportive friendship.
While your mum was dismissive, and it is certainly worth getting pain checked out by a professional, a little gentle exercise such as walking or stretching is good for most people I think. But you definitely need to start eating more, and more healthily. I know you have issues around food types, etc. But you gotta start looking after yourself. No one else can. :purple_heart:

@Scorpn You work so hard. Hope you are having some sweet dreams. :zzz:

@HoofHearted Grief takes a long time to get over. And you donā€™t really get over, just assimilate it. Sending strength. :purple_heart:

@Kelwooo Congratulations :clap::tada::clap:

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Im glad to hear about you healing so well from your surgery.
I know its hard but do try to eat something. Otherwise- Your body will start attacking itself in order to find nourishment. This is not a good way to lose weight and do know that food is not the enemy. I do hope that you can start to eat again and start taking care of you.
I am thrilled that you blocked Max - horrible guy and doesnt deserve your time.
Do be careful but possibly gentle movement and excercise could ne beneficial. Can you discuss with a doctor and possibly get PT?
Sending you love today my friendā€¦i do hope you start to love yourself as we all love and care for you!

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After 2 months of relapsing Iā€™m Iā€™m now sober 13 hours. Iā€™ve anxiety and feel crap. But know Iā€™m doing the right thing :slight_smile: day 0

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Welcome back. ODAAT.:+1:

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Congratulations on a full month sober, Kelly :tada:

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Been going through work stresses left and right, but Iā€™ve been admiring my very clear head through it all. Of course, Iā€™ve had many a thought creep in suggesting that a glass of wine after all my hard work would be an amazing idea. Iā€™ve been able to zap all of that thinking before it grows roots. Even though Iā€™m stressed and spread too thin at the moment, I feel present. It actually feels good to be in the thick of it, sorting my way through. It feels amazing to not have to second guess what Iā€™ve said and done and wish I could have been stronger or better.

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Day 211

Itā€™s hot, and exhausting out there, but another day sober. :slightly_smiling_face:

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Oh now that sounds like a heavenly treat - yumminess overload :yum::yum:
Thanks for sharing and glad you enjoyed
yum-yummy

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Day 10 today

I just had the best morning nap with my wifey
It was a 45 minute nap but it hit me amazing
We both woke up startled at the alarm though. She woke up first and then I woke up thinking I was going to be late for work so I freaked out for a second

But Iā€™m very rested now and totally ready for the day

Take care everyone
Off to work now

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