I hope your daughter will feel better.
Today is the birthday of my mom, she died 18 years ago. Today she would have been 79 years old. I still remember the year after she died. So many times when I wanna call her because I needed to share something good ore bad with her. I know how you feel, a big hug Dan
Day 64 checking in hope everyone is well
15 days being clean from self-harm.
My leg still hurts, but it gets better, so at least something.
Second day in other class is fine, I really feel like I fit in this class. No one is bullying me or watching ne strangely like my class do. Some people talk to me here. Itās beautiful. I was a lot scared other class will dislike me like mine does. My boyfriend told me that he thinks I was placed in wrong class, which honestly I think too.
My mother seem to be in better physical and mental state, so I hope she will stay like that. Iām glad whenever sheās feeling okay.
I hope everyone are okay.
Iām happy to say I stayed sober and served as bridesmaid! It was an honor!
I canāt attach a photo because Iām new apparently but I look forward to putting a photo when I can
Day 5 is better than that last hangover. You can do this. Congrats!!!
Day 6
Already had a swim.
Dealing with depression and anxiety.
Day 17ā¦
Joined the gym (havenāt been for years).
Got home and work was ringing and being the they are. I didnāt even realise that I was NOT triggered into drinking, and gave it no thought until a co worker messaged me, had a vent, then said she was going to have a wine.
Still didnāt have any urge to drink
Hey all, checking in on day 1,094. I hope everybody has a good one!
Checking in Day 906,
Went for a walk with a fellow, it was nice. It was the first time I met a fellow outside the meeting. If not for his app, I would have stayed in bed longer. Gives me some confidence, how strange that may sound. Probably due to my insecurity/avoidance at the moment, discussed that aspect a bit and he mentioned that that is totally not necessary. Geus people see me different then I see myself. Took the folder about self-acceptance in a meeting yesterday, rings a bell or two.
30 days today!!!
@SadMemeQueen Iām sorry to hear how tough it is for you. You canāt really trust people you donāt know well on the internet (says a person on the internet ) who knows what that person wanted from you, he certainly wasnāt open to a supportive friendship.
While your mum was dismissive, and it is certainly worth getting pain checked out by a professional, a little gentle exercise such as walking or stretching is good for most people I think. But you definitely need to start eating more, and more healthily. I know you have issues around food types, etc. But you gotta start looking after yourself. No one else can.
@Scorpn You work so hard. Hope you are having some sweet dreams.
@HoofHearted Grief takes a long time to get over. And you donāt really get over, just assimilate it. Sending strength.
@Kelwooo Congratulations
Im glad to hear about you healing so well from your surgery.
I know its hard but do try to eat something. Otherwise- Your body will start attacking itself in order to find nourishment. This is not a good way to lose weight and do know that food is not the enemy. I do hope that you can start to eat again and start taking care of you.
I am thrilled that you blocked Max - horrible guy and doesnt deserve your time.
Do be careful but possibly gentle movement and excercise could ne beneficial. Can you discuss with a doctor and possibly get PT?
Sending you love today my friendā¦i do hope you start to love yourself as we all love and care for you!
After 2 months of relapsing Iām Iām now sober 13 hours. Iāve anxiety and feel crap. But know Iām doing the right thing day 0
Welcome back. ODAAT.
Congratulations on a full month sober, Kelly
Been going through work stresses left and right, but Iāve been admiring my very clear head through it all. Of course, Iāve had many a thought creep in suggesting that a glass of wine after all my hard work would be an amazing idea. Iāve been able to zap all of that thinking before it grows roots. Even though Iām stressed and spread too thin at the moment, I feel present. It actually feels good to be in the thick of it, sorting my way through. It feels amazing to not have to second guess what Iāve said and done and wish I could have been stronger or better.
Day 211
Itās hot, and exhausting out there, but another day sober.
Oh now that sounds like a heavenly treat - yumminess overload
Thanks for sharing and glad you enjoyed
Day 10 today
I just had the best morning nap with my wifey
It was a 45 minute nap but it hit me amazing
We both woke up startled at the alarm though. She woke up first and then I woke up thinking I was going to be late for work so I freaked out for a second
But Iām very rested now and totally ready for the day
Take care everyone
Off to work now