@JazzyS I’m so glad you’ve been able to laugh today and congrats on 6 months alcohol and weed free! and 2 weeks gluten-free have you noticed any benefits to your symptoms?
@nastya_is_fighting I’m so sorry about your teacher ridiculing you and if front of your class, and that the bullying is continuing, I really feel for you
@Sabrina80 I’m sorry the online training was so stressful, and that your work depertment is under so much pressure I hope that your food was nice atleast 🩵
@Soberbilly thank you Billy Meditation is the heart of my recovery too
@Catmama23 that really is a lot, but some helpful stuff too hopefully glad you’re staying focused and alert, the next right thing indeed. Sending strength for that 🩵 I don’t know if you’re able to get outside to take some deep breaths at work instead of hitting your head? A quick 5min meditation or something
@icebear sending strength for the reunion 🩵
@HappyDays congrats on 50 days
1045 days no alcohol.
510 days no cocaine.
25 days no vape.
5 days no binge-eating.
Checking-in for yesterday…
Yesterday I attended the online ‘good mood café’ for the first time, there were 3 attendees including myself, and 4 hosts. It was okay. They were all older women and they assumed I wouldn’t be interested in anything they were saying, but I was and I said so. I will go again.
Then I went into the city where the co-prpduction ‘course’ is held. The time passed much more quickly this week, but I’m no less fatigued, mentally and physically, from being out for so long, and the return bus journey was horrendous. If there are so many people when it is time to come home after the final session next Monday, I will wait for the next bus. I also spent a lot of money whilst I was in town, before the session, because I was an hour early, and after the session on my way to the bus station. I will be returning some of the clothes, but I’ve reset my ‘Impulsive Spending’ counter, on day 51.
I also gave in to the ice cream van. So my sugar counter has been reset too. It caught me off-guard when I’d just got home, so I can see why I was weak, but I need to do better.
I have the dentist this morning, in 3 hours, dreading it. Trying to remember that other people have expressed similar feelings here, the night before a dentist visit, but that it’s mostly turned out okay. It is somewhat reassuring so thank you.
Then this evening it’s the second and final part of the online course I attended last week, not looking forward to the white noise person who doesn’t mute themselves (the facilitators do request that people mute themselves when not speaking, but this person seems to think it doesn’t apply to them).
Will check-in later on for today.
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