Happy 1 year of sobriety @Sabrina80 ive enjoyed watching your journey. Glad we share our journies
Good afternoon everyone.
Spending a relaxing Sunday watching the Ryder Cup golf on TV.
Hope you are all having a great day.
Day 16
Beautiful fall weather
Enjoying the sun
Day 119 AF.
Today I have a return of the feelings of depression after an afternoon and evening yesterday of feeling a lot lighter. Today is also the fifth anniversary of my husbandās death so it was perhaps bound to be a difficult morning. At least Iām out of bed which wasnāt the case last weekend. Iām just going for a walk just now.
Back to day 1. My friends are doing sober October for their DOC and Iām using it for mine. Hopefully thatās ok.
Iām stopping for my health and because I want to be more present for the people in my life. My house is a mess and I am so lazy. Itās not me.
I have a lot of faith and itās always been a big part of my recovery journey so Iām going to try and reconnect with my spiritual friends and lean on my higher power. Itās always been the reason I was able to get clean.
Itās my birthday in one week and that means Iāve been clean one year off my prior DOC. This one really destroyed my life and I was able to rebuild a life, but weed has always been my crutch to deal with stress. Iām tired of it.
Looking forward to reconnecting on here too. Happy Sunday to everyone and lots of love to you.
Thank you very much. How are you doing this weekend?
Yay Sabrina!!!
Yay Olivia!!
Welcome back. Drugs is drugs for us. And when we drop one, another will take its place. Unless we quit all, once and for all. Iām glad youāre here. Have a good clean and sober Sunday lady.
Day 673
Iām broken!
I want to say why but I canāt at the minute. I canāt even comprehend how I feel!
Checking in day 392! Overall been feeling a little lower (low energy, low motivation) recently, but feels like a cloud could be (slowly) lifting the last couple days. A new season of kickball starts today- like being in a social league for the structure but social anxiety/perfectionism both rear their heads. I know most of my teammates already this time, which helps somewhat.
Two day work week ahead, then a little 5 day trip. Looking forward to that!
Have a super sober Sunday all
Congratulations @Sabrina80 on one year sober! Congratulations @Juli1 on 30 days! You guys are rockinā it ODAAT.
Day 1016,
Checking in, donāt no what to say. I keep in the treadmill in my head. Made a little walk and called a friend who lives abroad. Appetite still low, might be the medication. Tomorrow morning back to the therapist who advised me to go to the diagnostic centre. Will see how that goes. Day 1016 and in a spot I donāt wanna be, need to dig deep.
Greetz
1 year done Sabrina! This is amazing girl - you are amazing girl!
Well done my friend. Happy Soberversary
Congratulations on your year of freedom Sabrina. Iām so happy for you.
Hey love - welcome back to day 1! We got your back hereā¦ check out the sober October challenge below - join us here.
Grateful that you are reconnecting with your HP and spiritual friends. All the support you can gather is great. It is a tiring and exhausting journey so please be gentle with yourself.