Congratulations @Juli1 , @Sabrina80
@Olivia @Lisa07 on your special anniversaries! Super spectacular, each!
Also to everyone else celebrating be it one day or forty years!
Also thinking of each of you with the burdens you’re dealing with and thinking about you as you work through them, @Deelzebub , @SadMemeQueen and all the rest of you having hard times in your day(s).
I am well I had few relapses in drinking so went jail few times but otherwise am good going to work and aoda treatment
31
I am commited to sobriety. I got my reasons clear. No wish or need to drink.
I’m so busy on the weekends it takes forever to catch up! It’s awesome to see so many triumphs when I do!
Congrats to
@Juli1 on 30 days! Awesome 
@Sabrina80 on a YEAR! Amazing 
@Olivia on 3 years! Incredible 
@Axsis on 4! Wow! Just wow! 
All inspiring 
(sorry when I miss others. this thread overwhelms me sometimes 
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Still battling allergies since I’ve been mostly outside. I’ve been researching more about it and I didn’t know that certain foods can make allergies worse. There was a short list for ragweed sufferers that trigger reactions. I eat 1-2 bananas a day and in the last 3 days, 8 mini cucumbers. Both on the list. I can’t imagine not eating them 
Idk. I should probably schedule a Dr’s appt if it continues.
Last night, with little to do, seemed the perfect night to go to a meeting again, but I couldn’t believe there wasn’t one. On a Saturday night?! I called my brother and he told me it never reformed after covid. I’ve never been to NA, but when I found one, it was already half hour in 
I was happy my colleagues invited me out again. I’ve been feeling the need for connection and to just get out of the house. Idc if it’s at a bar. Doesn’t tempt me at all. I don’t mind being around drunks anymore either. It’s interesting to observe from the other side.
Well, I’ve had a long day and my eyes are becoming irritated with the screen time. Sounds like it’s time to shut them. Want to rest up for my 2 days off, which are full to the brim with errands/housework. Goodnight 
100 days today 
Working 8-4… will try and focus on getting to rhe gym this week as I’m paying for it and not going!
If you have any concerns I would skip them. There are lots of opinions about this but ultimately you know yourself best.
I personally still drink N/As but only sparingly these days and really only outside of my home in a pinch at an actual bar for an outing. At home I will buy the 0% Guinness and drink the 4 pack in a night. I know it is WAY better than actual alcohol but it feels problematic and pathologic.
Listen to your gut on this one and report back from your fabulous birthday. We’re here if you need us.
Thank you for your well wishes fam! 
Day 1017,
Morning all, make it a good one 
Setting small goals: limiting my time on the phone, eat properly
Morning all, checking in on Day 18. Not feeling too good today, hoping I can snap out of it. Was very anxious going to sleep last night, stayed up too late to distract myself, and now just sad. It may be my cold, or hormones, or just life atm.
Congratulations to all on your milestones, and sorry to those also struggling 
Wohooo! Congratulations on your first full year, Sabrina. You’re absolutely rocking it!!! 
Day 261.
So things have finally chilled and settled for me. No more beaurocratic shit, the past few days the neighbours have been on their best behaviour (by that, I mean I haven’t seen them much), I bought a few creature comforts for the new place (new pillows!!!), and my workload went back to manageable levels.
September was one particularly stressful month for me, but I didn’t drink. It’s starting to sink in how huge that is. I used to run for wine at the slightest hint of negative emotions. Now I’ve managed them without going into full self-destructive mode.
I make alcohol free cocktails and beers etx as i like the routine and feel i fit in more
Folks have different views but it works for me
Happy 100 
Day 120 AF.
I’m feeling much lighter this morning. I went to the yoga class and enjoyed it so I’ve booked another for tomorrow. The dips seem to be much less extreme now and although I feel a bit bruised from last week, I’m definitely on the mend.
Sipping on AF sav Blanc white wine has helped me. I say whatever works!
Hey all, checking in on day 1205. I hope everybody has a good one!
Day 17.
Rolling along 
Blitzed around this morning like a lunatic and managed to get both knees x-rayed and blood tests taken at two separate hospitals by 10.45 am… in London!
Feeling good, positive. Slept like an absolute log last night. No light sleep just eight hours REM and Deep…!
Going for another swim tonight, can’t wait!
Life is once again manageable, even on a Monday of all days 
