Checking in daily to maintain focus #61

Day 1,277 clean and sober, day 6 no vaping. I hesitate to add the vaping because it makes me feel like I’m going to fuck up lol. That’s just my addict brain kicking in though. Still testing positive for Covid this morning but all of the painful symptoms have subsided thank goodness, it was horrible. Very proud of everyone here, love you guys :sunglasses::metal:t2:

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So glad you’re feeling better, Rob!!! It feels pretty good to come out the other side victorious, doesn’t it! :sweat_smile:

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Absolutely!! It’s a nasty sickness for sure yuck! Thank you Rosa :sunglasses::metal:t2:

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Hey all, checking in on day 1275. I hope everybody has a good one!

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I love that we’re back in the routine where you check in 2 posts above me in the morning :rofl: :metal:

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Yeah it’s pretty cool bro!

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Day 331.

Still low. But checking-in, sober.

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It’s funny you want to give other churches a go bc I was going to suggest that last time but I wasn’t sure if you had selected a specific type of religion. Before my daughter was born, my ex and I used to get dressed up every Sunday and go to a different church each week just because. Something nice to do for free :upside_down_face: Like AA/NA meetings, it’s good to go to as many different ones as you can to find what feels right to you (for instance, your home group). It’s awesome to see you back on track :blush: Keep up the great work!

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Well done, you! That is a win in my books! I love playing pool, too. It’s been a long time. I even used to run a league for people at my work, people with different physical and mental abilities. That was loads of fun. I’ll have to find a pool table somewhere. :+1:t3:

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Yesterday was tough
I felt like people were judging me

But

People will judge
I judged them for judging me
I judge everyday
Others judge everyday

Jerks will be jerks

Im just so kind to everyone but there is that line that is overdone

Today im going to keep to myself and be accountable for my actions

Day
215 no alcohol
146 no vapes or ciggs
5 no form of pot or cbd

P.s. wifey is under the weather :frowning: but is ok :slight_smile:
Baby is ok
He will be here around valintines day :heart:
Super excited
Super nourvous

Odaat

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Checking in on day 152. Strength and love to all.

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Checking in on day 192 AF.
Yoga was cancelled today and also my support worker was unable to see me today so I took the opportunity to go to an AA meeting in my neighbourhood. I didn’t share but they were very welcoming. When I hear people talking about their higher power I feel very left out. I feel very faithless at the moment. There’s very little spark or magic in my life right now. I suppose this is just the way the depression is manifesting itself with me just now. I’ve been trying to pray for guidance but I don’t know how.
ODAAT

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Hi Jazzy,

Thank you for your support as always. So happy you had a wonderful Sunday spent with family good food and fun.:pray:t5:love and :hugs::smiling_face_with_three_hearts:

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582, checking in.

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Day 36, all the best

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Morning of day 7. Woke up drenched in sweat. I don’t know if it’s from this cold I have or the damn drinking dream I had. Nonetheless, back at work not hungover with a hot cup of coffee. Feeling somewhat motivated for the week but not completely; still a Monday amiright lol

Have a great day everyone!

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Day 130
(4 setbacks)

Just checking in.

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Day 1087,

Had a nice day with my son yesterday. developing a headache today. Skipped gym due to that. Flu is around, hope to wake up better tomorrow morning. Weather is wet for weeks now, it is getting on my nerves right now. Did a bid on a coat via internet I would like to have. The seller agreed on my bid, but haven’t heard since. With that coat I would be weather proof. An uncle died of liver cancer at the age of 77 last week. It was a gentle man. But I must think of the beers he probably drank each day. Not that I see him as a full blown alcoholic, but still. The notice card shows the emotional inadequacy of my family or is it the lack of spirituality. The funeral is on Friday, so will see family members I haven’t seen in ages. Mixed feeling there, I want to go to pay him the last regards, luckily my son is joining.

Have a good one

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First full day. I havent ordered breakfast or lunch. This is more of a challenge than I thought it would be. I actually feel sad that Im not ordering a cheeseburger. Going through a bit where I feel stupid/silly for how difficult this is.

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Day three. No alcohol. Fml. :laughing:
Still on the right side of the ground tho and I’m thankful.

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