*Day 1951
Empty houseā¦strange.
Husband and sons are away for a holiday.
If I where the old me I would ensure myself I had enough wine in my house to have a private party
Not this time, but a private party I deffinally had:
Pizza
A big box of chocolats
Netflix
Didnāt miss the bottle at all, better!
Triple digits for shutting down all my social media (exept TSš). Still happy I did so but also missing it a bit sometimes.
Today?
Onesieday! So doing nothing but reading, watch some Netflix and watch storm Isha from behind my window.
Have a good sunday all!
Thank you, thatās so nice of you. I saved the image, maybe it will come in handy one day. Definitely gives you some pointers as well ā¦ Completing a taskā¦ I think I feel pretty useless. Not needed. Might be one of many factors.
Iām sorry about the tough days, rough patches are rough. Please know Iām stealing this phrase for the next time I feel out if sorts, so probably pretty soon.
Please hang in there. I hope that the knowledge that you made a stranger smile through your clever phrasing turns the corners of your mouth up into at least a smidgen of a smile. Thanks for this.
Day 1,318 clean and sober, day 6 no facebook. Iām feeling a lot better without the social media so Iām going to do a complete social media detox for 30 days. See you all in a month! Love you guys
Day 23. Today is my oldest childās 21st bday. I am 100% free of money and food here. Itās pretty stressful. She was supposed to help with groceries a couple days ago. Nope.
Hmmmā¦I am giving her attention to post-winter activities.
Itās super hard to be nice to someone who has been so mean - new to me about kidlets. 2024 is supposed to count. I need to start writing. Itās been a āhitā in several different areas. I believe itās been decades since I was supposed to start writing. Now is good.
BTW, I love a lot of you, all the time. I have been around a long time.
Supposed to be leaving in 2 min for the work trip to get there without too much driving in the dark. All Iāve packed so far is my knitting. Ugh. Getting a move on and checking in sober!
My wife has seizers and takes it for help
Addiction says heyyyyyy take cbd, your wife has plenty
The good wolf says dont do it its for your wife. Its her med youvdint need it
Now as im writting this and during the craving im thinking im crazy for having the thoughts. Im craving my wifes cbd med. Like addiction is snakey
Im at work now so im good and i feel great i didnt give in. I knew i wouldnt give in j just wanted to mention the slimmy part of addiction
Its just gross
Quick check-in Day 12
Telling myself I will not drink or smoke
No real temptations although it is all around me
Iām hoping this time my sobriety stick
Wishing all strength and courage today xx
Iāve been sick since October, so theyāve diagnosed me with chronic tonsillitis. My daughter is going to nursery and let me tell ya, every virus and bacteria she brings, she owns, and I own as well. Weāre in mid January and I feel sick to my stomach knowing this will probably last until April. In my mind, I am somewhere viral-free, probably the Moon or just in open space. I just wanted to ventā¦ on the positive note, I havenāt had gambling urges in a very long time and my brain is slowly recovering.
So doing nothing but reading, watch some Netflix and watch storm Isha from behind my window.
I saved the image, maybe it will come in handy one day. Definitely gives you some pointers as well ā¦ Completing a taskā¦ I think I feel pretty useless. Not needed. Might be one of many factors.
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