Late check in today. Last night at work was very quiet, so today was fully rested and was able to have a nice family day.
At work again tonight been quiet. One small job for me so far. 10hrs to go as i type this so fingers crossed. Have one more night shift to go tomorrow night.
Day 217. I am so happy I stopped drinking last summer. It was so hard to stop this time round but just keeping going one day by day feels possible. Saturday vibes :
Checking in on day 237 AFAF.
Iāve been immersed in making a model of a green house the past couple of days. Itās been helping with my focus and giving me a sense of achievement which has been really nice.
Im going to need to put up a little bit of a fight today. Tough week in work and I have a few things going on that would have in the past sent me down the wrong road. I will make it through today with slipping up. I have a run planned tomorrow so Iām focused on that.
Iām going to deploy all my little box of tricks today to see me through.
Iām committing to checking back in here tonight when in bed sober
Day 74, good morning sober fam. Yesterday evening was good, I canāt lie the last two days I ordered food and definitely not happy about it. Last night I was looking for another e bike. I did find one, itās not the one I wanted which had a mid drive motor. But it was still pretty nice and had hydraulic brakes and all that, I was able to finance it so it will be here soon. I would of loved to just somehow fix my bike but the parts alone are like 1000 bucks. So it is what it is, Iām looking forward to my new bike and hopefully in time I can get the real one i want. Iām at work till 9 and it feels good to say good bye, the girls are all saying they are going to miss me and I have the cutest baby face they have ever seen. And just a couple weeks ago I wasnāt sure if anyone liked me. Iām looking forward to my girls picking me up, canāt wait to have some fun. Iām looking forward to starting my new job. Iām proud of myself, yes I missed a day of work, but Iāve gotten up rain or snow and made it to work every day otherwise, old Mike wouldnāt of gave a fuck if he had an e bike or not. I probably wouldnāt of made it to work half those days. And this is my first time putting in two weeks in all my career where I actually showed up. Iām happy, much love everyone. Oh yeah Iām also going to start getting on the treadmill over at the gym where I live. Only thing I need to be careful of is the pre workout. But Iām going to get it done
Checking in 136 SAF, 122 no smokes. Was driving into work this morning and hit a dead deer on the highway at about 70 mph, lost control for a split second, and then all good. If I had of been on the bike, that wouldāve sucked. I never even seen the damn thing. No car damage anyways. So today started off with a bang. Now, months ago this type of thing wouldāve turned me around, called out of work and started getting hammered at 6am. Now I just quick thanked HP and kept it moving. I spilled my coffee though. . Have a great day guys. Love yaās