Congrats on 60 days sober Ami
Thank you my friend!!! Maybe I should celebrate with a 2am beef stew
@Ashley_luvz_starz congrats on 10 months
@tailee17 good to read from you
@Hollieberry congrats on 500 days
@happyfeet congrats on 6 months
@SoberWalker sorry about the persistent headache might be worth seeing your doctor since it has been going on for so long.
@Alejondra congrats on 9 months
@Lotusflower congrats on 3 weeks AF and for tackling the cigarettes too
@anon84358113 thatās a big win, I had some close calls in my previous attempt, I always deleted and blocked numbers whenever I received texts from dealers, and one time they caught me when I was feeling suicidal, and before I knew it I was using after 459 days clean, the best thing I have done is change my number, that and my close encounters with death during my relapse.
@Shawn1991 sorry about the stressors, sending strength š©µ but congrats on 30 days
@DaleCooper welcome congrats on 13 days
@acromouse feel better soon š©µ
@Steve92 congrats on your week weed free
@IamThechange congrats on 60 days
1267 days no alcohol.
732 days no cocaine.
247 days no vape.
12 days no binge-eating.
Checking-in with yesterdayās numbersā¦
Didnāt sleep until 3am Monday morning, woke to feed the cats at 9am, then managed to fall back asleep til midday. Got up, did my mornibg routine, then caught the bus into town. Got my dad one of his presents, a card, and some wrapping paper, going to the shopping centre near me to get some other presents today.
Then I went to my pre-therapy assessmentā¦I was in there for over 1.5hrs, we didnāt need to go into detail or depth about anything, but even touching on it was painful. When I got out I was walking to the bus station and pased so many fast food places and shops I could have bought disposable vapes from, and the cravings were intense, but I focused on getting home, allowed my feelings to settle, and recognised them for what they were.
Been catching up here since 9am, itās 11:20am now. Iām going to have breakfast, do my morning routine, then head out to the shopping centre.
š©µ
Itās the only way to celebrate.
Thanks. And look at you dealing with your feelings and cravings like a pro!
Congrats on the major 30 day milestone! @Shawn1991 be sure to keep working your recovery and you will have the mind about you to deal with your troubles. Keep fighting the good fight!
7 months of freedom.
Every day same. But different. But still the same.
Iām very busy but also bored like fuck.
I donāt sleep good cause kids are sick and it makes me very moody. But hey, 7 months today Thatās something
Thatās a whole lot of something. Congratulations
So proud of you. Very well done
Day 77. Well girls came here after school and got to stay the night. Didnāt do anything to crazy, just some make up and relax. Made small dinners nothing crazy. Yesterday my new boss from the hospital called asking if I wanted to come in and get my uniform and schedule I said yes Iād be in Friday. I then asked her if hey do you guys have anywhere for my nice e bike to be parked thatās out of the weather. She was kinda snotty about it and was like absolutely not we donāt allow those here or to be plugged in, I was like well I donāt want to plug it in I just want to keep it out of the weather. To which she replied well I donāt know what to tell you. So I was like well ok thanks, meadowbrook man they were so cool, my boss the very first day was like omg you ride a bike here bring it in my office so itās out of the weather. Itās like part of me just feels like I regret my decision. Friday when I get my schedule I hope they have my weekend right so that I can visit my girls. Bc if they donāt from my bosses snooty remark yesterday, Iām guessing she wonāt switch it if so. But yeah Iām up with the girls and getting them ready for school, I didnāt get to hit a meeting last night bc well being with my girls was more important. But yeah idk much love everyone have a great Tuesday
Day 25 AF
Sleep has been improving the last few nights which Iām extremely grateful for
Iāve been feeling off since yesterday. In a bit of a funk, not feeling my typical positive frame of mind.
I am hopeful it is the late night Fri and Sat attending sonās hockey games as Iām typically preparing for bed at 7:30pm, so midnight+ is pretty late. If thatās the case then this Fri-Sat will double suck as itās a repeat back to back game nights.
Anyway, I wish you all an incredible day and hope you are able to choose a great attitudeā¦ if so send some my way please
24 days. Feeling like shit. Donāt want to be conscious right now - itās one of those days.
Day 30: feeling good
I did NOT want to get out of my super comfy, freshly washed bed this morningā¦ into the cold air. I have a busy day full of client appointments so hopefully it makes the day go fast.
Counting down the hours to get back into my warm, cozy bed that smells like snuggle softener sheets.
Hope everyone has a good day today!
Freshly laundered sheets are the best
Hey all, checking in on day 1325. I hope everybody has a good one!
Congratulations on your 30 ODAATās Tif!
Congratulations on 30 girl way to go
Thank you