Thanks bud!
Checking in day 1 AF.
Thank you for the support and understanding. Itās a big drain on me. Wishing you and everyone here a great sleep tonight !
Itās been a while Julie! Great to see you. Itās one day at a time for all of us. What matters is today. Youāve been missed lady. Welcome back
What kind of meetings are you looking for friend? For online 12 step meetings this is a good starting point:
If youāre looking for (online) SMART Recovery meetings (science/evidence based peer support meetings) go here:
Hereās the home page for the dubai AA (12 step):
Thereās more types of meetings, in person and online, buddhist, atheist, spiritual, religious and more. Wishing you all success!
Already checked in today, but just popping in again at 12d 18h to hold myself accountable. Feeling particularly meh today; feels like Iāve hit a slump.
I went out for tea with a friend, which was lovely, but now Iām feeling my motivation take a plunge.
Having some urges to drink and have to constantly keep reminding myself to stay vigilant and not get complacent - Iām back on track now, but I could fuck that all up in a second.
Thereās this guy on Instagram that regularly posts cooking videos, constantly either drunk or hungover, and that was enough to make me wretch and think āfuck that!ā
He looked as awful as Iām sure he felt, I certainly donāt want to go back to that.
Iāve taken my medication and am going to have an early night. When in doubt, sleep it out!
Goodnight all! Hopefully tomorrow will be a little lighter.
Good days and bad ones Indi. We wonāt drink because all that does is to make everything so much worse. Always. Keep going. Youāre doing great. Good night and see you tomorrow
Thank you Menno - tomorrow will be a better day, Iām sure of it! I hope youāre well friend.
Iām having my first creative writing class in a moment. Nervous!!!
Have a fantastic time and go with the flow! Iām sure youāll be brilliant.
Today is 50 days for me AF, some good some bad. Today is ok so far. have a great Thursday everyone
Beauty! Love it.
Congratulations your 50 days Izzy.
Some good. Some bad. All sober. Thatās a huge victory right there!!
You do you Menno and you will be just fine! Have fun!!
I understand how you feel. I use this to keep me away a bit from looking to far ahead, ore to much in the past. You know what I mean.
Maybe it helps you too a bit.
Day 81 checking inā¦
I have no idea what happened but I woke up late this morning ā¦ literally never happens to me Iām a morning person. Only 20 minutes late but that was enough to throw off the day for a type A personality like myself.
Hope everyone is having a good day ā¦ or had a good day
Checking in on day 253.
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Today was my 3rd meeting in library, third ālanguage cafĆ©ā (Taal CafĆ©). I attend once a week in one place, and once in two weeks in other place (two different groups). Itās such a fun! I really like this people, we have some good genuine laughs there. And Iām learning also, win-win
Feeling good lately. Lot of running, workouts, yogaā¦ Unfortunately a lot of junk food as well. Soon I will stop with this madness, with this mindless eating, cause my clothes gonna be to tight. But not today. Kids are sleeping and it means party time!
Big hugs!
Day 271. Off work for a week watching roadhouse on amazonā¦ Itās ok I guess
. Saw āthe taste of thingsā in the cinema last Sunday. That was fabulous