Checking in daily to maintain focus #66

If it wasnt for that its almost no appoinments to get for getting passports at this time of year(to have them in time for vacations) then I would postpone it. But no available before end of june again, and it takes weeks before its ready. And its my only ID, so I use it often :sweat_smile:

Thank you, its going the rigth way :heart:

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I understand I look like I should be in an insane asylum, wild and crazy looking. Sober I look so much better

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Yess, me to! And my eyebrows, I dont know what was up with that :sweat_smile::rofl: And I am sober on the pic :joy::joy:

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300 days. Yahoo ! Yippee!

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Thank you! Have a good walk and day. :blush:

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Congratulations on your big 300 :sparkles::sparkler::fireworks::sparkler::fireworks::sparkler::fireworks::1st_place_medal:

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Welcome. You have found the greatest community to help you stay sober. Keep checking in. Read all you can from those who are succeeding in sobriety. Even those who relapse and share their stories are valuable lessons to learn from to stay on your sober journey. :hugs::blush::eagle:

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Thanks, @tailee17 and @Twizzlers !! Love to you both​:heart::heart:

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44 days, its a lovely day today! Much love to everyone

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Checking in Day16. Hi everyone, hope all is well. I plan to soon get active in the community again. I’ve been slacking :weary:

Today is good so far and the rest of the day will be even better. I’m coming to realization & Understanding that being sober is a way of life, understanding that the narcissistic behavior and way of thinking must GO, understanding that just because im not using doesn’t mean my relationship with others are just going to amazingly get better overnight. Being sober is more than just not using! I’m learning new things about my wife and children everyday, I’m learning new things about myself everyday. #ODAAT :heart:

Have a fantastic day every one
Happy 24

Just for today I will rise above the thoughts that are trying to make me angry or afraid. Today is a phenomenal day.

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Day 39. Boy did this one suck :sweat_smile:

Work has been and absolute nightmare and I’ve been ghosted by a friend. Absolutely love it when that happens. No explaination, no goodbye just deleted and blocked. Real class act.

No time to mourn. Day isn’t over yet.

Hope you guys are doing better than me.

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Welcome to the site. Post often and stay connected :smiling_face:

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I’m feeling overwhelmed. Taking a break. The list here is very long, but I want it all done today. I made a cup of tea. Will relax for an hour and read around here :v: if I feel less frantic I can resume. I’m like a wind-up toy. :laughing:.

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Congratulations! A fantastic milestone :blush:

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Congratulations :tada: that’s awesome.

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MrFantastik thanks for this man! And you’re right, today would have been unmanageable if I was rough from the weekend. Actually turned out well. Glad your feeling positive with your work.

@Chevy55 It seems like we’re juggling similar balls at opposite ends of the pondšŸ˜‚ I appreciate your words bud. It really had a positive impact when I read it this morning. Things are getting easier and my suffering pessimistic mind is turning into one that’s seeing opportunities. I hope you don’t take on too much and get that gym timešŸ™

@JazzyS your always so kind and wise and I hope you realise the positive impact your words have on people. Thank you :pray: I hope you’re phone calls weren’t as painful as the other day!

@Soberbilly happy birthday bud!:birthday:

@Whereswaldo congratulations on 50 days mate, thats an inspiring number!

Thanks everyone for your stories, likes and support…

Hope all is wellšŸ™

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Evening checkin…

Thanks for thinking of me @Chevy55 @JazzyS @Lighter @acromouse @happyfeet and everybody else…

It is a gift to me to just share without shame, how I feel! In the meantime, I feel better.

A wise friend :tulip:@Soberbilly reminded me very often, that it’s about acceptence. The good and the bad. And impermanence. He is right.

When I am deep down in this mood, it’s hard to find trust. Or not identify with my feelings. I will keep on learning :heart:

Mood is much better after Yoga with Horst :sunglasses: my new teacher. Physical therapy always is huge help to me. Hope I can bike there next week (don’t trust the tire pressure atm, and it’s raining a lot!).

Maybe the milestone is a trigger, but I am not that much about the amount of days right now. It gets easier. But it’s important to be sober at all. Even during hard days I didn’t crave.

Love you guys :kissing_heart:

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59 days smoke free & sober

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Congratulations @Pattycake what an achievement that isā™„ļø

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Happy birthday :birthday: Wish you All the best :tada::tada::balloon::tada:

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