Glad you did. Hope you are doing well 
@Twizzlers sending positive healing vibes your way my friend. Hope all goes smoothly for you today 
@Ncgolfer way to keep pushing through Sean. Yeah- that weather can be a downer and depressing. Some people have gotten SAD lamps to help life their moods (especially for the winter months). Try some indoor activities that may be fun for you so that you won’t feel so blah indoors. 56 days is impressive work… keep that momentum going strong 
I like that. I do also find it hard to open up and share. This community was the first place I felt comfortable being totally honest about my addiction. Glad that you have tried some support avenues. I personally wouldn’t give up on looking for a supportive outlet like a sponsor or a recovery group that may work other that AA as doing this journey is incredibly hard on our own. Glad that you are here with us my friend and putting in the effort…you do deserve to be addiction free and shine 
I’m pooped just reading this. Wiw- that’s a lot done for today. Hope you managed some good rest afterwards.
@GOKU2019 another month in the bag . So excited that you are inching towards 3 years 
I do hope the acupuncture helps relieve you if your back pain. Sorry about your friend…glad you have us and more tools to help you through difficult times and sad dates
@Lefty624 ah that’s awful… sorry you are dealing with such pain. Are you able to reach out before October to explain these side effects? They may need to change up the dosage or medication all together. Hope you can find a solution quickly as I know how hard it is trying to function in daily life in this way. Healing pain free vibes sent your way
@BJonns yikes. That’s a lot going on in a short period of time. Just remember that drinking will not help or solve any of it. It will only add to the crazy. It is good to see you checking in. Have you seen the Are you affected by a loved one who’s an addict? Thread or tried Al-Anon? Sobriety is hard enough and having a partner who drinks does not make it easy. You are doing great… keep it going
Checking in… early Tuesday morning
Can’t sleep. Not doing great but I know numbing isnt the answer. Gonna watch some television and hopefully drift off.