Starlight Express this afternoon. Tonight Black Veil Brides and Creeper.
Yes, I do like a bright spectrum of music and performing arts.
How did appointment go? Thinking of you!
@Chevy55 Wow you are crushing it! Tomorrow another page to create.
@Climbin
. Lol then people should say then there will be hills and road blocks along the way
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Thanks think im going the other direction i think hear there are alot of road blocks in Montana
Afternoon work check in. Holy F I donāt feel like working. I need a break, but I canāt get it. I wish I could hit the gym, or sit on the couch with a book right now!
Just going to keep pushing through, and try my best to minimize cheap distractions and easy dopamine hits.
I misplaced a knit hat made by my mother-in-law for my daughter when I was tidying up for our Halloween party on Sunday. Hopefully it turns up! Iām in trouble until I find it.!
Edit: found the hat right after work
Have a good one.
Day 6 check in.
Didnāt sleep particularly well (body having to relearn how to fall asleep without alcohol in my system) - got maybe 4 hours, but tonight I will try again. Itās always this way and it will pass.
Luckily everyone else in my class this week (back to studying for one week only) is jet lagged from having flown from all round the world so they all look tired too!
Room service salad and fruit followed by some more reading before an early night. If I sleep well I intend to go running in the morningā¦ been a while so more of a fast walk probablyā¦
Iām grateful to have climbed out of my hole and be able to see the light again.
Checking in day 303 AF
Thank you so much xx
Thank you. It was a crucial time lastnight. Iām glad I didnt give in.
Checking in day 25. Feeling ok, sleep was a tiny bit better last night. Trying to quit vaping too but keep failing on that. Decided not to be too hard on myself for that as alcohol is the main thing at the moment and quiting both at same time is maybe a bit much. Will try again once Iāve finished what Iāve got and take it from there. Hope everyone is having a good day!
Day
751 sober
489 sh free
65 hours smoke free
Not smoking is just like second nature. I havent even gone to pick up. Maybe its from all the other stress or maybe because i told myself i need to quit to be here for my kidsā¦
I am in a weird headspace but im making it. For now
Day 25
All good here. Take care.
When I awake tomorrow;
Hereās to 300 AF days! I once doubted I could make it this far, but here I am, stronger every day.
Life feels balanced now. Sobriety may not bring the extreme highs and lows, but thatās its own kind of freedom. I wake up at the same time, sleep well, and start each day feeling clear and steady. I donāt miss the uncertainty that came with alcoholāthe unpredictability of moods, the ups and downs.
To anyone on this journey: try to stay true to what makes you happiest. Youāre building a life worth being fully present for.
@JazzyS day 2. I connected with a zoom meeting today. Its the time I am more in contact with other brothers with the same kind of addiction. Tomorrow I am planning to connect again
Many congratulations on tomorrowās 300 days!
Thanks for reminding me, I hadnāt realised how much I donāt miss waking up startled from an alcoholic coma, immediately dreading to check if todayās hangover is manageable
Thinking out loud " I read the check ins, I look through the sober selfies, I read about all the wonderful things people do and feel. Isnāt the world a better place because of us and our sobriety"
Take a step back, take a look at yourselves and give yourself a huge round of applause. Your amazing.
I missed my day 200 mile stone im now day 204 lolā¦im currently in scotland in a lodge with a hot tub for a week so thats my well done prize
Still love this app and checking in with you good bunch of ppl keep on rocking
300 AF for me today.
I agree with your post 100%.
Iāll just addā¦It feels like I had a nice pay-raise. All the extra money not spent getting drunk.
Congratulations.