Day 1025
Not much to report today. Mailed off a parcel to back home for christmas and then had a 3 hour nap lol. Just washing the bedding now. Cant wait to sleep in fresh sheets tonight Thats it. Finishing up another clean and sober day! Much love to u all
Congratulations on 2 months!!!
HUGE congratulations on 7 months friend!!
Day 717:
Was cleaning the house yesterday and found a leftover weed gummie in a bag. Question is: did I decide to eat it?
That sounds lovely!! Nature and animals are such a gift. Nature is always my happy place too So glad u got to spend time with ur sister. Congratulations on ur 17 days! Each day is a win!!!
I too like EDM a lot, but probably prefer a bit more melody than you. Trance is a lifelong favourite, especially Tiësto!
On the other end of the scale, I like artists like VNV Nation and Rammstein, but they are most certainly not everyone’s cup of tea and probably more industrial than EDM.
Another clean and sober day! One day at a time💯
Yes indeed. Great day to be alive and well.
Cheers.
Day 67
Another productive day at work. Finally starting to settle into a good routine and hitting the mark with all the tasks and it feels good.
Had a frustration earlier that I’m currently working through so that it doesnt build into a resentment. Lawd, help me
I’m just now starting to wind down this evening and relax a bit. ODAAT
Checking in, day 17 AF, weed free 18 days. I have my birthday today, turning 45 years old. I seriously thought yesterday that oh yes, I can have a glass of wine to celebrate, but oh my gosh, wtf was I thinking! I can’t just have one glass because it will turn into bingeing four bottles and so on. So, I’m gonna stay sober today, read books, watch movies and just chillin under a warm blanket because it’s getting pretty cold outside. Life feels good at the moment despite of the little anxiety and unknown fear. Have a wonderful sober day/evening/night, peeps!
Happy 45th my friend… I love that you were born.
All the best for the sober year ahead!
@Dirk Nah, I like it all. ATLiens is actually a pretty recent find of mine, but I usually prefer more like Timmy Trumpet, AC slater, Yellow Claw, Martin Garrix, Dom Dolla…more up tempo stuff. I do like Rammstein tho
@MrMoustache Happy Birthday!
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It’s 12:34 and I’ve just gotten settled for the night. Long day, as I knew it would be. Not a soul walked into the building for lunch, but 15 minutes before my shift ended, the guy who gave me the tickets walked in for a drink. I was so ready to go, but I stayed and talked(and I’m glad bc he told me of a secret, quicker entrance to the venue). Went home with 2 hours before I had to leave, in which I took one of those naps you wake up from not knowing where you are Left with over an hour to get there, but downtown traffic was so bad, I parked in a random lot and walked half a mile. So much faster than staying in the car line. Got there just as the first song started. IT WAS AWESOME Super grateful I was able to go. It was over at 9:30, but it was snowing on the way back so we got home at 10:30. Gave my girl a snack before bed and just finished cracking open about 1/2 dozen crab clusters for myself. Took me half hour but worth it. It feels like I’ll be sleeping good tonight. Hope you all have a good one
So glad you enjoyed it! Did your daughter come with you to the concert?
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Checkin on day 27
Starting to feel a bit more human. Still achey bones and joints, wheezy chest and a cough but I don’t feel like I need to be in bed. What the heck was that?? Unbelievable. I’ve not felt like that in years and years, in bed shivering and physically unable to move or get up. My alcoholic brain went straight to the “get some wine” , “you will feel better”, “it won’t be as bad” and so on. And that may have been true. I might have been able to numb it and not feel as bad but the next morning I still felt very unwell so imagine adding hangxiety to that. I would have had to drink again the next day as well. If that was the case, we would be here on day 3 drinking again and we know how that goes. See you in a few years when I start all over again… hopefully. Best case scenario. Worst case scenario, I don’t make it back at all.
Instead, I am grateful I can drag my achey bones into day 28 and keep this show on the road.
2007
The Singer Museum was not big but high quality. The visitors a bit too neat and posh. I felt out of place, it still was nice. Good bike ride too, although the rain made it harder. Today lots of rain again. For now I’m not going anywhere. I’ll make today as good a day as I can and expect the same from all of you. Sober and clean or nothing will come of it. Love from my bike ride.
310 days AF
Much love
Pleasing number and that year is looming fast! 🕵🏻♀️
I’m now also 61 days THC free as well!!
Off to get my steps and nature therapy in.
Hey checking in hey its 2am here im wide awake need to go back to sleep but crazy things is the things going throw my head when i try to sleep. Im alone i get that. It sucks i get that .guess it the way things go.the dsys are counting down now for here. Think it time to find a new place. Any suggestions?