Checking in at the start of Day 59 without weed.
Almost 2 months!
Only able to briefly skim through this thread. Glad to see so many posts!
Checking in at the start of Day 59 without weed.
Almost 2 months!
Only able to briefly skim through this thread. Glad to see so many posts!
Checking in with 377 days. How can I be out of LIKES? Just got up. Busy times for me. Stay sober my beautiful friends
Good morning friends, day 44. Have an awesome day!
Oh nooooo! Not again!! Iām getting close I think. ![]()
22 months no drinking today. ![]()
Yes - although she would totally agreeā:rofl:. Weāre both aware of how incompatible we are with the other in some ways. But life would be pretty dull if we were exactly the same
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I have to wait a few hours lol. I feel it is a lesson in patience whether I asked for it or not. ![]()
Iāve recently come to realise how important having some buffer time in the morning is for me. I donāt think Iāll do it every day but it was great to sit for an hour this morning and drink my coffee whilst listening to a meeting. My children are both currently having trouble going to school so it also means Iām finished getting ready and so I can just focus on them.
I hate when that happens!! The bigger issue is in a few hours you only get a couple more because itās all based on your use over 24 hours. I also learned to prevent it I stay away from scrolling through the meme thread too much . I waste way too many hearts when I go there ![]()
Day 2,361 - Woke up very tired this morning - The wife is out of town so my 5 year old slept in our bed and spent the whole night literally trying to kick me out of bed⦠Lol
Add on Day light Savings and now I am in a major sleep debt.
I was thinking of the early days of sobriety and how I was on the struggle bus most days - then thinking of life now, sometimes I still find myself on that struggle bus, but now I am sitting in a different seat. Itās all about perspective; which seat will you choose?
What recovery movie were you watching? Ive been looking for one besides 28 Days
160+ days sober
All in all life is good. Iām happy to be here, in this world. I donāt quite know who this sober person is but I will figure it out.
Thatās what I tried to tell myself too ![]()
Day 73. Another good day.
Have a good 24
Checking in! ![]()
I was off today and my day was ok. Nothing out of the ordinary, which sometimes can be good. No news, good news!
This morning I did my workout at home (tabata & punch bag session), cause I had an appointment for donating blood this afternoon, and youāre not allowed to do sports after that. I think the nurse had just finished her nursing school, training or whatever⦠She had to try on both arms and on the first attempt, after sticking the needle in my arm, she said āthe blood is not flowingā,⦠well no lady! The tube is twisted, of course itās not flowing! ![]()
I was very calm and nice, she apologized 10 times for not seeing the twisted tube ![]()
After that we had to switch arms cause the vein was damaged⦠Anyhow, in the end I managed to do my donation! ![]()
Iāve bought two tickets for a gospel concert, the concert will be in the church of my town. Now I need to find somebody that likes gospel and will join me! Itās a charity concert, Iām sure somebody will want to come! Maybe Iāll ask my mom!
@apes2020 April, Iāve started listening to the book youāve recommended! Iām at the very beginning, but I can already identify with poor Eleanor! ![]()
Hey Dirk, thanks so much! Really means alot to hear you say that.
Iām definitely back ontrack and have learnt valueable lessons from my short left. No excuses, just keeping on with my plan and recovery. Have a great day
checking in Day 2 and what a day its been.
Definitely the seat with the sunny side!!! Wise words ![]()
67/12
AF/NF: check
Work: check
Diet: check
Walk: check
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Checking in on day 3!
Utterly exhausted and extremely anxious about my return to work meeting tomorrow. Iāve been on medical leave for 1.5 years so itās all very overwhelming. I donāt know what to expect.
Went for a walk with my stepmum today and am going for another tomorrow morning.
My stepmum did say how much healthier I look and wants to keep a closer eye on me. Dad is still angry at me about my relapse, so Iāve chosen to distance myself as I know weāll have an argument and itāll send me spiralling.
Thankfully, Iāve told all the shops to not serve me, so Iām safe from that perspective.
I also start counselling soon, so fingers crossed itāll help.
Have a good day/night all x
Oh but the meme thread is priceless. I believe it deserves hearts as keeps me smiling daily.