@christophe I am so happy that you reached out to your friend and were open about your sobriety. It really is so freeing. Soft drinks, seltzer water or even mocktails or fruit juices can quench your thirst. Main goal is to enjoy each other’s company. I hope you two have a good time catching up. I am glad you came here to write out your anxieties. Know we are right here and can offer support if you ever do feel pressure or urges. I do hope that you will not relapse but please do not stay away from us in guilt or fear. That is what the addiction takes away from us and keeps us bound to it. So glad to see you doing so well.
That is a wonderful WHY. Stay motivated and on track. Congrats on your 20 days! 3 weeks tomorrow 
@teacosy Thanks friend. Feels good. LOL – I do get it. It took a bit of adjustment for me too. I do hope Reed comes back to the show. I do still find myself watching reruns of the original ones as they are awesome.
@john_connor1337 I love that you believe in yourself and are staying vigilant. Going to the meetings and preparing yourself with tools to help you if and when the times do get tough. ODAAT friend – look forward to celebrating your 2 weeks tomorrow!
@happyhen Great idea to crochet and enjoy the evening. Would love to see your work - share with us on the Crocheters, Knitters, Crafters, and the like 2020 to present thread if you’d like. Keep pushing forward friend. ODAAT 
@butterflymoonwoman Happy birthday to your mom. I totally know how hard it is to not let others mood affect ours. Hope you enjoy your evening and get some nice relaxing time in for yourself.
Checking in on Tuesday evening
944 days free of alcohol and weed
1359 days free of cigarettes
Been a decent day. Got my PT done and a lot of destressing with meditation and yoga. I am figuring out how to center myself as I feel very jittery lately and these dizzy spells are only getting worse.
All in all a good day. I did get a lovely bird feeder for my parents and my brothers homes. Looking forward to seeing all the birds that stop by.
Wishing everyone a wonderful addiction free day / evening - sending you all so much love 