Thanks Marie, if I can do it you definitely can. Sending you quitting strength.
Blessings and sobriety!
Good Morning world. What a difference 10 hours sleep make! Never in my life have I slept so long . Itās cold its windy and itās raining and Iām off to work in it all day and Iām looking forward to it. hope you all have a happy monday. oh forgot to add day 22 today
6 hours into day 13,at busy Gatwick, grateful that Iām alert and patient and calm and not bleary hungoveredā¦ kids in tow. . Snowy mountains weāre coming!!
Thanks dear, odaat Iām trucking on.
Blessings and sobriety!
Day 31ā¦and going thru cravings and trying to use my tools to not slip. Got thru yesterday, just gotta get thru today.
Day 230! Going to a lunch place today with my partner that weāve been wanting to go to. It will be good! Have a great day everyone!
Congratulations Lisa!! 5 months is something to be proud off!!
@Girlinterrupted, here in the Netherlands we have a quote: āBij twijffel, niet inhalenā
Google translate says: " If in doubt, do not catch up"
P.s sorry for your loss
2 weeks down @PowerUp!
Itās going to be better @RX24, hang in there! If you do it right you never have to go trough this again!
How comes @Jenni?
@ifs Respect, you are working so hard!
Day 517
Had a great day yesterday. Went to the beach with my family to meet storm Dennis
Warned my children to put their raincoats on but you know teenagersā¦thatās not cool!
So we only walked for half an hour because they were soaked wet
Went to mc Donalds to cheer them up with a veggie burger. And today I have a very busy day at work ahead, so wish me luck! On my own in the shop today with a lot to do! No coworker around, so no break
Have a great day all of you!
Sorry about the loss of your friend. Whatever time you spend with your daughter is precious time, keep at it. Youāre in my prayers.
Blessings and sobriety!
Great job @Lisa07 5 months and @Lionfish 22 months. Keep on keeping on my sober friends.
Blessings and sobriety yāall!
Checking in on the 2nd day.
First, coffee! Busy day at work and later to the gym. This evening to my home group for another white newcomer badge
To do list for today;
Meditation
Gym
Calling fellows
Visit the home group
Reading on this forum
One day at a time with hope, faith and courage
Wish you all a sober day!
@Girlinterrupted ah thats sad news about your friend the brother must be in bits. Life is so tough sometimes all you can do as you have is be there.
Sounds a great idea re weekend job as you will need to be up and about. I find if i have no plans i end up doing nothing and then get aggitated in eve which is not good for sobriety. So each day i book a gym session which then makes me feel energised to do other stuff it will help you. Good luck on your application
@ifs lkeep strong your days are amazing and my dream is to achieve your numbersā¦ hope you feel better today? I finf my mood swings throughout day alarming. I just tell myself its better then drinking sleeping and horrorsā¦ sober is definitely the way .
Day 47. Two social events over the weekend so temptation was strong, but I overcame it so feeling stronger and ready for another sober week . Love seeing the days add up on the counter! I look at this app every day before I do anything else.
@Positrix gosh so familiar. I am in IT project management. Walked out of 3 contracts through alcohol anxiety. My cv has so many holes which i am working on to explain. May say career break. But getting broke. But tell myself now being sober is the only way i can fix it. So if it means getting a less challenging role with less money sobeit i need to get my confidence backā¦ do hope you feel better soon good luck. Your wife will be just be happy you not drinking
The addict brain always looks for the loophole. At my gym they have a steam room started nippong in there for a steam followed by coffee it helps. Good you postive after the weekend. You know your trigger try the sauna i feel so clean and refreshed after. Good luck
Day 17
Yesterday night had AA meeting. I needed to force myself to went there. I think you can understand what I mean . Motivation in the last 2 days was so low . I really need to thank God and TS people as I found the energy to go to the meeting .
Result is : anxiety reduced a ton , more energy and more motivation. Today I wake up with a smile ā¦ this is the final result.
Sometimes I really need to do violence to myself to go to meeting , but once Iām there result is impressive.
Hope everyone here can have a sober day , hugs
I also have birthday at march! And this is going to be my first sober birthday party since I was 15. Iām actually excited about unlocking this achivment
- Coffee now, late shift later. The last fight with my friend is still bothering me a lot. I need to concentrate on a couple of busy work days ahead. But I need to work on myself too. And on our relationship, but as it stands I have no idea how to. Itās finally time, at 54 years old, I do something about and with my BPD. Reading about it now (thanks for the tips @C-sun) . Will talk to my GP soon. An idea what kind of referral I want from her is beginning to take shape. The good news is that I do not see any need or want to use right now. Iām not going back to that because I now where that would lead. Institutions, jail or death. Itās true. Sobriety is a tricky road but itās the only road I got now. Thanks for being here all. It helps being in this together. Sober and clean love from my balcony in Amsterdam.
Hey @SoberWalker Claudia here is a picture from yesterday looking your way after storm Dennis.
Been pretty close to that spot. I was doing freelance design for a long time (4.5 years) and it sucked. I have about 8 or 9 years of professional design experience, and have spent a small fortune on hardware, software, and professional development. I completely gave it up and started over.
I am working at a assembly plant now, and enjoy it for the most part. It beats a desk job. What helped me move on was to write down and ask myself what is important. The base question I asked myself was if I wanted to continue living. The answer was yes, and I went from there. It turned out it wasnāt art and design arenāt so important. I just like being around people and away from a computer, as well as building things. I donāt know if that helps at all. Hope the coming days get better!