Got approved for a rental home today which is super news. Wish it was a little closer to my elderly parents home so I could check in and help them more often but not many rentals out that way. Move in 18th April. Really exciting times.
Iāve had nightmares that were so real, I woke up disappointed that I had to reset my timersā¦then realized they were just dreamsā¦and felt an immediate relief and feeling of foolishness.
How cool that the angel numbers align with your sober date. In which ways do you think they are communicating to you?
Youāre doing such an excellent job keeping positive and protecting your joy. I caution you to not rely too much on positive vibes alone. Malignant narcissists and other toxicly disordered people are psychic vampires (whether they know it or not). And, just like how livestock sleeps peacefully while the vampire bat feeds on them in the night; so too do psychic vampires anesthetize the wounds of their victims so they may feed longer.
Make sure you have a psychic shield up each day, inspect it each night, and one thing that repels those kinds of vampires is self-love and a little gray rock.
Iām so proud of you! And Iām so happy you have a move out date. How do you feel about that?
Twenty one years!
Thanks for being here Dan! You have had a positive impact on my recovery and I appreciate you!
Whats a guy do to celebrate such an epic milestone?
I know, man, I am well aware that they are energy vampires and that, as you say, they are anesthetizing my wounds. In fact, they are all happy while I feel like I am still under a wagon, as if my life energy has been sucked out of me. I have come to realize so much during these last two days, and I am not buying into this now. RED FLAG!!! The exit plan is in full motion. I donāt believe a word or gesture from these two.
I know angel numbers very well. Numerology is the basis of my dialogue with the universe, or at least some of it. I have developed quite a lot in these last seven months of sobriety.
So I have been getting some backlash about getting my dog because of my past and frankly I feel those people who donāt see the daily progress can go shove it. I have been working hard to change the cycle and I am a really decent human being. The only thing I can do at this time is let them go so they can think about their judgemental behavouir. Its easy to revert back to old ways when you feel no support but I am not letting that happen. I am moving forward and being the best I can daily. Thatās all anyone can do right. Be better then the day before?
Hereās my question: where is the backlash coming from? Everyone has opinions. However, itās the ones from our trust support system that matters the most.
Iām 101 posts behind on here - yikes. My work deadline got postponed by 3 days, which means 3 more days of deadline stress. I wonāt drink about it, though (which I would have before), Second long commute day in a row which tires me out. I fell asleep at 9 pm last night from commute fatigue. Iām trying to get my son to do a couple of things for school and he procrastinates, he needs to clear an F grade from a class he dropped but it didnāt get recorded right and Iāve been reminding him about it for months. He has to do it within the next month or so or it will be too late. He definitely does things on his own timeline, always has. Well, I need to get ready for work. I hope everyone has a happy and sober day today.
