Day 58 check in!
My father in law is panicking from this virus. He already went and got his back up food from storage. He has been waiting for this moment his whole life!.. He bought the masks months ago! Anyway he wants me to stay inside and not go anywhere. I really want to respect his house but I cant live without the gym. He cancelled himself from going to our family trip to Florida. I might be crazy but I am not missing the beach. Anyway, I am not hibernating for a whole year, I think this whole thing is blown way out of proportion. If I die at least I lived the last few months sober and didnt waste my life getting high, so thats good.
So much going on with everyone!.. Great job on the mile stonesā¦ keep them coming! Shout out to everyone killing it I am reading your posts and cheering for you all!
Day 485. Difficult therapy appointment today. I got pushed pretty hard. A good day musically, though! Now if I can just channel that from instrument to page some time this decade, that would be wonderful!
Did a long walk through town yesterday, half of it with my friend, had a good talk too, overall a pretty good day well spent. Lots of tourists still in town, many Italians too, which made me slightly concerned about catching corona. Iām fit and sober and clean so Iād be OK but I need my holidays in under 3 weeks time. Anyhow, getting ready for another 2 days of work now. Clean and sober. Have a good day all. Love from Amsterdam. The pic shows the monument commemorating the Jewish resistance during WWII.
Day 83!! Actually had a good day for the first time in a while. Tomorrow I have no work or class for the first time in a week and Iām going on a date so Iām expecting another good one
@hazy gosh your days have stacked up
. It is great how much you can get done sober. I now find so busy each day. Must remember to rest and recharge! Hope infection clears and well done on 27 daysš¤
Day 534
Goodmorning, not much to share despide Iām sober. A little bit grumpy, I need some free time and vitamin SUN.
Looking forward to my holiday at the end of april. Going to visit Spain together with my 18 year old daughter. Hope the Corona virus isnāt going to spoil the fun Time will tell.
Hope you all have a sunny sober day!
So I decided to add cigarettes timer. Hopefully it will help me. Iām smoking since 15 years and my longest no smoking streak was 6 months. Now I want beat this record
162.46
Soā¦ I think all my angst lately is stemming from my PTSD treatment. Iāve been having to recall and talk about all my trauma, which is a lot. Started from a very young age. There was a big one I completely āforgotā about and emailed it to my therapist last night so I wonāt āforgetā it again. Sigh.
Iāve had a migraine since Monday night and have not been able to hold down food for about two weeks now. I thought maybe a bug? But it is kinda coinciding with my therapy
Weāll see. Iām going to try my best to make a full day at work. Iāve been too fatigued and nauseated the past few weeks and Iām really missing the gym. That was making me feel soooooo good!
However, Iām happy to report in sober. Glad I made it through the weekend. I feel Brittany loud and proud in there, so I have to keep up the work.
Have a great sober day guys!
ETA: Oh! Forgot to mention the car. We think itās taken care of. We met up to get forms signed and notarized. Stbx hand delivered to DMV, but the departments donāt talk to each other, so there is no way to really know. The car has been deleted from our record though so
Regardless, the stbx said heāll pay the fine if they donāt fix it. I got the lawsuit dropped a while back. So all seems ok there
Day 36 - as usual in the morning I did my e-books reading, after that I was busy browsing through netflix programs, choosing what to watch
It took little long, so I didnāt make it to do my regular workout, so instead I did 7 minute hiit workout
Iām feeling ok today.
Time will tell.
