Day 487. Busy busy. Just need to get through this weekend…
On the upside, I changed my bow grip a tiny bit with my violin and it feels sooooo much better and I’m playing with way more stability. I mean, I’m still beginner level of course so it’s relative, but it’s improvement.
Day 510. Got a respiratory infection and seem to feel worse by the day, so starting to throw myself a pity party. Drinking is definitely not the answer. And moments like these make me glad that I got rid of all the pills out of my house over a year ago. So I’m just hanging tight, hoping for some sleep and am improvement tomorrow.
This too shall pass. Your husband is right, you are doing all the right things! Your work will understand. Everything will be okay! Cheering for you.
Day 248 today. I am so thankful that I am sober. Life is much better sober. I love life sober. Sober life = my best life! For sure! 
Haven’t been on for a few days. Today is day 65. Things have been very busy at work, since we are anticipating dealing with a covid-19 explosion pretty soon. My line of work involves people, so it’s difficult to tell folks to just work from home.
I am leaving town tomorrow and will need to check in continuously, since I will be flying. No one will have to know if I drink in any of the three airports, or on either of the two planes, but I will plan on checking in here as much as I can.
Wishing you a successful surgery and full recovery.
Blessings and sobriety!
Yay… 600 days of sobriety, congrats! Can’t wait to one day see my counter with so many days. 
Blessings and sobriety!
Good morning!
Quick check in… 3 whole days:smile:
I was really tired yesterday because nthe night before I only sleep 1,5 hour. Yesterday in went to bed at 19:30 and I slept immediately haha .
First coffee 
, read the daily meditation and then I drive to work.
Wish you all a sober and clean day!
Stay strong! One day at a time 
Thank you @Clarity!! You’re right, this too shall pass and I just have to ride the wave. This has been one big wave that keeps getting bigger and it’s f**king hard to stay on top but I have to. The other choice will only make things worse.
I feel for you and wish there was something I could say to get you out this funk you’re going through. So I’m going to pray for you and send you sunny happy vibes. Stay strong, stay sober.
Blessings and sobriety!
I’m so sorry you’re struggling Beth. I’m just now getting caught up on all the check ins so my apology for not acknowledging this earlier. Spring is just around the corner and I’m hoping it’s sunnier, we can both use some brighter days. Hang in there girl, we’ll get thru this eventually. Sending you hugs. 
Huge Congrats on 60 days @Clarity!!
I remember those mornings and they were very rare. I’m sure you enjoyed that little bit of peace. 
Goodnight everyone! I’m going to bed clean and sober 
Hi he is so popular cannot believe i had not heard of him… omg did view the ice video not for me as such a wimp ha… But the breathing is really effective. cool bloke though! Have a good day. Off to do breathing
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There’s absolutely no reason to apologize for your feelings Chris. I’m sorry you’re having a tough time and know exactly how you feel. Hang in there. Maybe force yourself to a meeting, I find they help the most when I’m feeling my worst. Sending you hugs.
Thank you Lisa. Understand you’re going through a lot right now as well. You’ve done an amazing job getting your life straightened out and should be proud of where you are. Hold your head high! Appreciate your support.
I’m hoping so, probably sometime next week! Amazing the things we can accomplish through sobriety
