Hey there, welcome to the forum. Cocaine in all forms was my DOC for my late teens and early twenties. Once I realized that I couldnt stop smoking crack I got scared and I had to find a new drug. I was caught on that vicious merry go round that many of us with the disease of addiction get on; replacing one drug for another. My life just kept getting more and more unmanageable, now looking back in retrospect I can see clearly that the drugs arent the problem. That I was never a cocaine addict, nor a crack addict, nor a meth addict like I used to call myself. I am simply an addict who for 33 years used drugs as my solution to a much bigger problem.
I hope that you find the support that you are looking for here. This forum has been a major part of my recovery for the last 3.5 years. There is a daily check in thread that was very helpful to me in my early days. Its a great way to get to know other members and stay accountable.
Checking in daily to maintain focus #54
Keep coming back. 