this wheelbarrow can FRO! I’m literally holding back tears and shaking! I don’t know why I get like this with even simple tasks. All my life i get so overwhelmed and i feel electricity type feeling going through my body that is hard to explain. In the past i would just not put this together or just quit but im taking breaks and trying to not let my emotions get the best of me. It’s like my head gets tangled up and no matter how much someone breaks this down or explains it’s like some kind of wall blocking me from understanding. That’s why usually in my life if it’s not extremely simple then I just don’t do it. I did feel like the walls were caving in type feeling for a little bit and then this kinda stuff makes me feel stupid and its like flash backs to so many times in my life when I just couldn’t follow instructions or become emotionally mixed up and all kind of symptoms. All my life it feels like even normal every day stuff feels like the first time I did it every time and over think every single detail. I’m learning that all of this is not normal. Then people say things like what’s wrong with you? Why cant you do anything on your own? You’re not trying blah blah .. you don’t care. Why have a had like 45 jobs because every job or every task feels impossible or weird or I know im not going to understand like 80 percent of the job
FRO .. i swear sometimes i wish i could just walk around with a grabber stick and pick up trash 40 hours a week.. Luckily i have no truck to stock today and really not much to do because im caught up and its my early day .. thanks for letting me vent
This isn’t you being stupid, it sounds more like your nervous system gets overloaded and your brain kind of freezes. That “electric” feeling and mental block are stress responses.
The fact that you’re taking breaks instead of quitting is huge. I am so proud of you. Don’t beat yourself up.
Thank you. I found this like step by step photo thing online. Im walking away from this for like a hour though. Thought about caffeine but that’s the last thing i need
Having to spend almost $700 at the eye doctor yesterday so that I can see for the next year. This is with insurance. The American health care system can FRO!
Thanks again to everyone that read and reached out.. I got the wheelbarrows done.. don’t know how but still feel sick like inwardly and just ready to go home.. lucky it’s my early day at leave at 4. There’s not much else to do in the warehouse and nothing to stock so i been finding random cleaning projects to do
I hate opening gifts in front of people. I know I’m blessed to receive gifts but sometimes having to fake enthusiasm can be a bit much. And I’m not a good liar.
Same and my daughter who was in glasses since she was a baby, they have always done this. I’m sorry but when have you seen a small child not pull off their glasses or slept it them. Then to force us to maintain said shit insurance is even more asinine
I haven’t had a phone for almost 2 weeks . The last couple months it wouldn’t work unless it was plugged in and couldn’t use TS on it, also many cracks and holes. Then one day it just finally broke completely. It’s been nice actually being without a phone. I had a i phone 7 that i had for like 7 years or longer and refused to upgrade and it finally died and went to phone heaven. I said my good byes and everything.. I’ve taken many breaks from my phone over the years but this is a first like literally not having a phone. told my dad to take me off the family plan and not sure what im going to do but I realize for now this iPad it working just fine for communicating and movies or entertainment. I know eventually I will probably have to get a phone for work and because im driving like 70 miles a day but I probably will get a pay as you go flip phone or maybe bring the landline back lol. i just been having people email me and also just downloaded what’s app.. luckily there is Wi-Fi pretty much everywhere .. anyway that’s my phone rant/ story as im sure many of you guys know my hate and love relationship with the smart phones
Have a look at Google Voice. You can have a phone line without having a phone. You can text/call from a tablet or computer. I use it for work or at times when I don’t want to give out my personal number. I’ve been using it for years.
I’ve had my cellphone for probably 10 years. It’s a little beat up, but still worked great until two weeks ago. Now no one can hear me on a call. I can hear them though. It’s completely frustrating. I lost a job interview and had a doctor’s appointment scheduling fiasco this week. Ive been putting it off, but i guess I’m buying a new phone this weekend. I can still text and do everything else and I have a brand new iPhone work phone to use until then. I hate buying a new phone. They’re expensive, it takes forever and I feel like im getting ripped off
despite constantly implement getting our common information digitalised, I come into office finding a hand written copy of some sort of information. Fuuuuuuck you all. I have no means to store this random information and it’s not Strg+F-able.
despite constantly implement getting our common information digitalised, I come into office finding a hand written copy of some sort of information. Fuuuuuuck you all. I have no means to store this random information and it’s not Strg+F-able.