Soooooo reading it…I am definitely right in there with number 3 and some on the list of 4. So it is 100% something I need to re-evaluate!
Thank you!
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Stacey, you say all the right things, you know what you need to do. I’m proud of you for not giving up girl!
Perhaps as you say regarding the article about pills. It’s time to re-evaluate your whole journey.
Keep going Stacey.
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Mind nr 7. Too
Its defs something to keep on mind for cross addicting. I have noticed a huge amount of anxiety a few days in. But I’ve never had an issue with them so praying it stays that way! Good advice hun!
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1 hour and 7 minutes away from finishing day 2.
Trigger warning. I need to describe what’s happening right now. Like mindfulness or whatever. So my fragile companions read ahead with caution. I dont wanna trigger anyone.
I actually cant stop crying. I feel like my organs are being consumed by themselves. Like a wet towel in my stomach twisting and twisting and twisting. My addict brain screaming at me. With the combined thrills and shrieks of every horror movie I’ve ever seen. I feel like I have splinter sized worms on my skin. My heart feels heavy like a big stone but also like a void trying to consume itself. I feel likening have razors in my lungs. I feel so hot. Like I’m in a sauna. Before anyone asks, my reset was weed nothing else. So I already know it’s probably just psychological influences manifesting
I know weed doesnt have physical withdrawals. But this is my reality right now. Like my body doesnt feel right. I feel weird. Like the little cells that make me up are about to just all separate and start floating away.
I have some worship music playing. Like my favourite songs. I just have to get through to bed time. When I wake up I’ll be well into day 3 which I know is the hardest day. So I guess it came slightly earlier. I made the meeting tonight. We spoke about acceptance and it was a really good sharing session. I spoke about my thoughts on the serenity prayer being a process. Accept courage wisdom accept courage wisdom. It was a nice share.
The struggle is real.
Keep at it lovelies!
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Listening to - Big Love, Small Moments by JJ Heller
"Heart beats only happen, one at a time.
You cant rush a moment, so dont even try, dont even try.
There’s a symphony you’re missing, if you only listen,
you’ll find, big magic in the mundane; a big picture in a small frame.
Everything is secret when you take time to notice.
Big love happens in the small moments.
#Just for Today!
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Checking in at 2 days and 6 minutes!! God is good. Here I come Day 3…
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Finally off to bed. Sleepiness has finally arrived.
This is a beautiful song
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My wife loves JJ Heller
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Your wife has good taste 
Goodnight Kev
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It’s 6:40AM over here. 
you’re must be like 14 hours ahead of me. Glad to here you made it through the day, and you’re leaning on some new coping mechanisms. That’s what it’s all about. Have a good night.
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I was just thinking the same thing; it’s 7:47 am here… I’d ask where she is but hopefully she’s having a good sleep!
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I’m in New Zealand and its 1:48 am 20 January 
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Future Girl!!
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Whaha inception shit going on 
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Is that worth seeing?
I know not that much due to certain circumstances just know it’s trippy.
Movies worth seeing…
1917
Joker
Hotel Rwanda
And offcourse many more but those 3 were awesome
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Joker looks like it might be too creepy for me…!
