Daily check in for SWAM after relapse #8 ❤

I cant say I’m the best at the moment lol. I’m a hugger for sure. But I’m doing okay trying to be grateful for the little things lol

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I understand completely. I miss physically seeing people :pensive: But we take it one day at a time, right? :innocent:

Take care Stacey. Hey - maybe time to become a tree-hugger! I hear some people speak to their plants :hugs:

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Haha that sounds…interesting haha

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Hi team, checking in on Day 80. Yay! I did a meeting today and gna do some step work too. It was really awesome joining a meeting again. I had been avoiding it but it was totally worth it. I feel refreshed today. It’s a new day and physically feeling abit better except for an achy shoulder. I’m so grateful to have a home and utilities, little things I easily take for granted. Im praying my HO will use this time to help me grow but I also realise I have to allow that or things get stagnant.

How is everyone else holding up?

All the love
:heart::heart:

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Yay Stacey good for you! Doing good here, about to head to bed here in Canada after a relatively quiet day. Take care Stacey :smiling_face_with_three_hearts:

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It’s the afternoon here. I always find it buzzy people in different times zones haha

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Where are you?

I’m in New Zealand. It’s almost 5pm here

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Oh; I always thought you were in US for some reason, lol.

How are you getting on champ?

Hey team,

Checking in on day 91 yay! I’ve been ticking along in the lockdown and trying my best to be constructive not much luck though. Maybe I’m too hard on myself. I dna.

Hope everyone is well.

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So proud of you!! Way to go @Swam!! Three months down. You’re doing great.

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Yay Stacey!! It’s 91 days already? You’ve come so far. All your early struggles are paying off. Congrats!! I’m so proud of you. Stay strong and stay well. :heart:

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This thread keeps me coming back. Im not on the app so much. But i do check on you always :pray:t2: do happy for you thinking off how deep you can be. Your kicking ass hoorahhh

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Thanks you guys! You have always had my back!

I just spoke to my sponsor about uping my game abit so I’m gna be doing a question a day on dubstep work and trying to attend some more meetings online.

How is everyone else doing?

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Hey lady, good to hear you’re doing well…!
I feel like my timing is off from not having structure; I took a nap and when I woke up I truly had no idea what time of day it was, lol!

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Hey Stacey, I’m happy to hear you’re doing well. Let me know what you think about the online meetings. I’m finding it hard to engage and I just listen. I’m such an introvert.

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Oh my goodness I feel you. I’ve been avoiding naps like the plague. It wrecks me!

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Honestly I feel the same. Everyone tells me I’m an extrovert but I’m a covert introvert. I’m chatty when I can be but people drain me alot. I havent engaged in a meeting just listen. But listening is still fruitful so I’m okay with that.

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Hey guys checking in on day 96 I cant believe I’m almost at 100 days. That’s insane to me!!! Life is strange and I feel so lost. I feel so out of place still. Like I want to use but I have too much knowledge now to pick up. So I’m in that weird I dont want to but I want to phase. It comes and goes so I just need to hold onto my sobriety. But I dont know who I am yet or how to find it. My motivation is at an all time low I feel like I’m barely holding to life…maybe I’ve let go already and life is holding onto me. Either way I’m alive. I’m sober. That just has to be enough for now. And hopefully I find my way in this world. But today is a good day. Connecting with people. So all is not lost. The support I’ve had has been amazing. And it gives me hope and stops me from using. I’m grateful for the sun for my friends for my faith and for all of you who keep me going.

All the love
:heart::latin_cross:

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