Got some days up now! Keep working the programme only got to do one day at a time!
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Excellent number.
Crack on CHAMPION!
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Thank you hehe I’m amazed I’ve made it this far. I’m a little afraid. Everyone said at the start most people have atleast one relapse after some decent time. So on on close watch haha dont wanna let that happen.
The 90 - 100 day mark seems to be what unsettles most… Me included. I broke and relapsed around 90 the first time. Was short and sharp and got back to it. Now over a year and it’s settled into an enjoyable rhythm.
Looks like you’ve found your groove and played it well through the triple-digit hurdle. Keep that groove.
Crack on.
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Thanks that’s super encouraging. Cause I been worried I’m just gna snap and lapse. But I’m doing daily step work. Focussing on my higher power and taking it a day at a time. Seems to be working. Lols
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wow where have you been, how have I not seen this. 
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Congrats on your determination and surrender to the stepwork. I just made 9 months last week!
So happy we’re happy 
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9 !??!!! That’s anazing
Its a blessing innit.
And just got chosen to be chairman for my home group with my buddy. We do it by weekly.
So monday was my first and it was lovely.
Have a good day!!!
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Well done man!!! Good work!!! I just reached 131 days. I’m so excited. I also got offered a job today. Recovery and mental health has taken up alot of my time during my physical time out (that’s what I call my chronic pain issue haha). How are you doing??
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Personally doing okay.
Kinda struggling with fellows from the program al urging to start meetings sooner rather then later. And the service team only want to do things save… But people don’t seem to grasp the impact off doing it wrong… So that straining on me.
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Yeah I totally gett it. One side wanna get meetings back up other side we need to be cautious. It sucks. But people need to be patient. We’ve waited this long what’s another week or two plus we still have online meetings right? Which ones do you attend if I may ask. I could try get on one on Zoom and we could have a meeting together hehe
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Check in on day 134. Triggered by the neighbours but I closed the windows to stop it and its dissapeared but still the smell…AHHHH I’ve done my step work to pass the cravng now it’s just the mental game to go. Church back on today so yay that was cool and I got invited to pizza and games tonight. I was doubting going but now I think it’s for the best. Its crazy. Recovery is the way to go 100% of the time. But I cant let my guard down. Hows everyone else doing today?
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Wow great numbers Swam! I NEVER knew what this thread was until today! I never clicked on it because I had no idea what SWAM stood for until now. Its you! 
You are doing soooo good girl!! 
I am amazed! Pizza sounds soooo good but I totally get it. Sobriety is #1
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your doing so well these days, I used to see you on here lots a while back but know I seem to miss your journey. so I would like to wish you on all your milestones you have achieved and here’s to a blessed and peaceful future. 
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Hey hun yeah I went. I didnt wanna stay at home with my cravings going wild so I went for 2 hours then came home. Got pizza some good laughs and I was totally glad I went. And it really helped get my mind of things cause it was a game night with some church friends. I’m the only addict but I still think I have something to offer in my church. So I went and yeah it was so good for me. I did my daily step work before I went too so now I can just relax for the evening with lots of tea!
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Thanks so much! I know you’ve been watching me and supporting me as I go. And that’s made a huge difference so thank you!
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I attend dutch meetings offcourse.
My sponsor hinted mento getting in thailand meetings since his sponsor is over there.
In NL we have like 60 zoom meetings available every week.
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That’s so awesome. I havent found meetings as easily tbh
