I’m grateful for:
Companies/Charities that provide food and shelter for the homeless/victims of domestic abuse.
Care homes, for children with and without disabilities, for adults with and without disabilities.
Eye drops for itchy and watery eyes to soothe allergic reactions, especially when they work.
My fridge to keep the water I drink and the eye drops cold, because I like them that way.
My two cats, their love and affection and our closeness. Words will never articulate how much I love them, when I think about it it makes my eyes watery because I don’t know how I would cope without them. They save my life every single day, because they are my reason for staying alive.
Being alive.
My Dad. We never got on, he was emotionally and physically abusive after my mum passed away when I was 8, and he eventually kicked me out when I was 15, but since I’ve been Camden, (age 26+, I’m 34 now) We have established a new relationship, that has grown and blossomed so much so that he is now my best friend.
Therapy, even when it’s really hard.
My therapist, for making sure therapy is safe for me, and making me take it really slowly.
My bed. I returned the expensive award winning mattress that I treated myself to ahead of my year sober, because it didn’t work for me during the day, because it kept a mold of my side sleeping position, so during the day I was lopsided. I am now using the one I bought back in 2012, and I am so grateful something told me not to discard it whilst I had the other one, because I am appreciating it more than ever, comfort when you’re living with chronic pain is priceless.
My memory foam pillow.
Prescription medications.
Free Healthcare.
Private healthcare, because I’m sure it works for some people, even though it didn’t for me.
Nature, the sky, the sun, the moon, the stars, the earth, the oceans, rivers, lakes, streams, ponds, and puddles. The way bodies of water make me feel calm, happy, and a sense of home. I am a crab afterall, (cancerian).
Wildlife, birds, animals, reptiles, sea life. All of the noises and sounds they make.
Other people having things to be grateful for.
Sobriety. My 89, 459, and 9 continuous and miraculous days of it.
The Talking Sober forum, everyone here within it, and all the love, kindness, and support I’ve received here.
This Gratitude thread and everyone who posts here. shout out to @anon74766472 and @ShesGotMoxie for the mentions I stumbled across whilst catching up here, they meant a lot, thank you
Sleep, though it may be illusive and filled with traumatic nightmares, I still feel better when I’ve had some, than when I haven’t.
Clean running water, so much so.
Sewerage systems.
Moments of pure joy.
Good memories and the prompts that remind me of them.
Laughter, in my socially isolated world I only seem to laugh when I’m reading here, especially on the meme thread, or when my dad tells me funny stories.
The meme thread, and all of the contributors.
Extra long phone charging cables, so I can lay flat on my back in bed whilst my phone is charging.
WiFi. The abundance of information on the internet that answers my mind’s endless stream of questions.
Electricity.
SAD lamps. I just last week had to replace the one I bought in 2012, it served me well. I was disappointed when my new one arrived and it was 1/4 of the size of my old one, but it serves a purpose and I’ve grown to love it equally.
I’m grateful that when I come here, it makes everything better. I feel like I am part of a collective whole, I feel safe and understood, it’s invaluable to me, my life, and to my recovery. I love you all unconditionally.
(I ran out of likes a while back, I don’t know what I need to do to become a ‘regular’ and earn more )