I’m grateful:
For my sponsor, for guiding me through steps 1-3 yesterday.
For how energized I felt afterwards.
For a great CA meeting last night.
For God giving me the courage to volunteer to do the meet and greet for the meeting last night, there were no newcomers unfortunately, but I was there and ready to offer them the hope I’ve been given should there have been.
For how much my confidence has improved in the 4 weeks I’ve been attending CA meetings, especially so in the last week since having a sponsor and starting the work.
For 34 days clean from cocaine.
For 11 days without binge-eating.
For my step-mum being supportive when I ‘came-out’ about my ‘alcoholism’ and becoming a member of ‘AA’, it’s not the whole truth but atleast now I can be open about attending meetings and how I’m spending my time and changing as a person.
For my two cats, Prince and Wolfie, for instinctively knowing what they need and being able to provide it.
For the newcomers that answer their phone when I call, and for all the fellows in CA that call me.
For the TS forum and everyone here supporting each other everyday.
That I’m no longer waking up with crippling anxiety waiting for a dealer to turn their phone on so I can pick up and start using.
That I’m not spending the days having panic attacks after every line and thinking I’m going to die each time.
That I’m not too anxious to answer and make phonecalls anymore.
That I’m no longer too anxious to drive on parkways, it’s getting easier the more I do it.
That I am no longer using alcohol and drugs to escape from my feelings.
Thank you.
