Daily Gratitude List. Gratitude The Air Of Recovery

I opened two gifts this morning.
They were my eyes

:pray:t2::heart:

Iā€™m grateful I got my ginger geiger counter on my lap purring away, and the Ol Burner.
Iā€™m grateful I got to bed early ish and got up at 7 and got a pretty great nights sober sleep.
Iā€™m grateful to God every day for the gift and strength to be sober and not drink.
Iā€™m grateful for my Codependent No More recovery book I get to read each morning. I look forward to it.
Iā€™m grateful for the sunshine we are going to have all day.
Iā€™m grateful for detachment.
Iā€™m grateful for my house and home and pets and wife and kids and a couple of distant friends and internet friends.
Iā€™m grateful my wife and I hated our movie together last night. 2 nights in a row of shitty movies that we hated together. We are both grateful we arenā€™t going to watch a movie tonight :stuck_out_tongue_closed_eyes: Iā€™m grateful we stayed awake for both of those shitty movies.
Iā€™m grateful for detachment again.
Iā€™m grateful for all my blessings.
Iā€™m grateful for my freedoms.

Iā€™m grateful for every little thing Iā€™m grateful for or complaining about is shit compared to whatā€™s going on with Ukraine. And before and after each gratitude, that Iā€™ve listed, I think of them :pray:t2: And Iā€™m grateful, I guess, that I cannot imagine the horrors, every moment for the people over there. Sorry :disappointed_relieved:
#fuckputin
Iā€™m grateful for the strength sobriety has give you Moxie, Alison, Pica, and Callie and I admire your strength and willingness to continue this journey every day. One. Day. At. A. Time. :pray:t2::pray:t2::pray:t2:
Iā€™m grateful for you all right here. And grateful for the strength of the Gratidudes. Together we are stronger.
:pray:t2::heart:

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Thank you for your kind self, Miranda. :revolving_hearts: Iā€™ve definitely cried a small river. Itā€™s amazing how many tears the human body can produceā€¦ and keep on producing. But youā€™re right, they are cleansing and healing.

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You are a good writer and I can see the beauty and passion deep within you. Your shares and responses to me have been perfectly timed and more personal than youā€™ll ever know.
Thank you for being a willing vessel for The Great I AM to speak to me the way I need.

:pray::100::fire:

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Iā€™m grateful that I donā€™t have to go anywhere today, so I can sit by the window and enjoy the surpise dump of snow we got overnight rather than having to go out and having to shovel, scrape windows, and worry about driving on the road with people who do not know how to drive in the snow.

@anon74766472 I am wondering if I am thinking of the post you are referring to, considering people making fun of anotherā€™s problem. I saw it briefly in the middle of the night when I had to get up to feed my cat, and thought to give it more attention in the morning, but it was gone when I rolled out of bed for the day. Whether it is or isnā€™t, Iā€™m sorry youā€™ve had that experience, but Iā€™m glad you have threads where you feel more secure to post.

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Iā€™m really grateful for this forum and everyone on here. There are times that I feel like Iā€™m going crazy because of the constant change of emotions and how strongly I feel them. But then I come on here and get overwhelmed with support from people who know exactly what Iā€™m talking about. Thank you guys. :sparkling_heart:

Iā€™m grateful that Iā€™m no longer numb. It sucks sometimes, but its better than not feeling anything.

Iā€™m grateful that Iā€™m safe, warm, and surrounded by simple comforts. My heart goes out to all those in the world who are suffering. I hope peaceful days are on their way.

And Iā€™m grateful for a sober weekend where I get to watch the sunrise over the saguaros :cactus:

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Iā€™m grateful for a long night of sleep, including sleeping through storms.

Iā€™m grateful my sister lives nearby and we have a newish routine of a long Sunday walk together.

Iā€™m grateful for a warm and safe home and to be far away from the war in Europe. I pray for peace.

Iā€™m grateful to be sober. I worked through some cravings and dangerous thoughts about drinking yesterday and I successfully made it past them. Thank goodness! I was able to do that because of great learning Iā€™ve had in this forum. Iā€™m thankful for the sharing that so many have done here. I would not have made it through last night without all that wisdom that has been shared.
:sunglasses:

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Iā€™m grateful to God please help me be better today than I was yesterday and to remain clean and sober. Iā€™m grateful for recovery and all the challenges and blessings it brings. Iā€™m grateful for ALL my family, friends, TS and the gratidudes. Iā€™m grateful that my house is getting thoroughly cleaned up, lots of furniture, clothes, dishes being removed, a seven bedroom recovery home where people move in and out often can pile up large amounts of clutter that we can now donate, not later, now, Lol ā€¦ in the time I have been here thatā€™s been the problem, weā€™ll do it later attitude, no its an action now program, if only a little at a time, progress. Iā€™m grateful to have Tuesday off and will not be taking anyoneā€™s shift. Iā€™m grateful to read that my new apartment will be ready to move into mid May and that I will stick to my plan to move in for the 1st of June. Iā€™m grateful for daily readings, prayer and meditation. Iā€™m grateful for the twelve steps and the principles they teach. Iā€™m grateful to read supportive messageā€™s towards each other and please know my thoughts and prayers have been with you even if typed out late @ShesGotMoxie HUGS @PaigeTurner @anon74766472 glad you are here. Iā€™m grateful for clean clothes. Iā€™m grateful for windows, to look, listen, touch and smell through, and that it is nice enough to have mine open. Iā€™m grateful for warm showers and coffee. Iā€™m grateful my parents are celebrating 30 years of marriage this week. Iā€™m grateful for music and how it can affect my moods and that if I donā€™t like the affect I can change the song. Iā€™m grateful I can walk to and from work today. Iā€™m grateful I feel safe to post here, even my prayers.

God, please keep us all safe, let us be healthy and happy. Please use your healing light, shine it through us to keep our darkness at bay and to allow us to help ourselves and others to best do your will. In your name I pray and remain your humble, loyal and loving servant. Amen

God bless you all. :v: & :heart:

p.s. You are freaking amazing, donā€™t forget to smile and breathe, it feels good.Youā€™re doing it nowā€¦ good right? Ya you!!

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I am grateful that the crippling anxiety and panic attacks that used to hold me back from life have disappeared.
I am grateful that I know how I got rid of them and am able to explain that to people who currently suffer in hopes they can help themselves too.
I am grateful to be invited out with friends, I am grateful to have friends!
I am grateful to be open-minded and have been willing to go to a bluegrass live show last night. It was amazing, so good I bought their vinyl canā€™t wait to listen to it while I clean my house!
I am grateful that I am learning that participation is a huge positive influence in recovery. That pushing myself out of my comfort zone, especially around food, (going to restaurants, going to potlucks) is why I am seeing growth there.
I am grateful for @PaigeTurner and her willingness to look at herself. Itā€™s hard stuff, really hard but wow the benefits I am reaping are beyond words, my friend. :heart:
I am grateful that I can notice when old behaviors start to want to creep back in. Itā€™s easier to act in those manners. I know they worked for me before, I know I got what I wanted when I wanted it. I keep reminding myself to not behave that way and to be patient. I remind myself to trust that my higher power will direct my life in a way that suits me best and that MY WAY WILL NOT END UP WORKING!!! I want my life to work, I am so fucking sick of struggling.
I am grateful that my struggles, although have been difficult and I have at times been fighting for my life, have not been as difficult as others.
I am grateful my Dadā€™s cancer is not active right now
I am grateful my mom is in good health.
I am grateful my daughterā€™s mental health is better than it used to be.
I am grateful I am alive.

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Grateful for this forum. Grateful i downloaded it on a whim and ignored it until a random notification came up five days later and it felt like a message from myself.

Grateful for the air that feels good. My house im in, roommates i feel safe around, my family, the skills i can still learn, the people still in my life despite my serious bullshit.

Im grateful i have the discipline to keep practicing art. and hopeful i can have the discipline to keep practicing sobriety.

Grateful for poetry and books and film, and things i can enjoy sober. Good coffee and tea. Bread and cheese. Berries and oranges.

Grateful to be alive and safe in this terrifying world, and to have the resources to help others a little bit as they help me.

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Iā€™m grateful today that my head is better after the weather induced migraine. That the severe weather didnā€™t cause too much damage here and that I can grieve for people, including two little ones, who lost their lives to the massive tornado west of us. Iā€™m grateful my heart can break but it still beats with love for humanity. Iā€™m grateful for some rest today after listening to that freight train outside last night - it was scary and we spent some time in the basement when the tornado sirens went off. Iā€™m grateful for my basement. Iā€™m grateful it didnā€™t flood and hasnā€™t flooded this spring so far.

Iā€™m grateful for getting through pain and fear with the love and support of my husband.

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God Lord Iā€™m glad your ok Rosa.
Kelly mentioned a winter tornado event but I couldnā€™t remember where. Holy shit! Iā€™m grateful you have a cellar. That must have been pretty scary.
God Bless
:pray:t2::pray:t2::pray:t2:

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Thanks amigo. Grateful today for sure.

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Happy Sunday night gratidudes

Iā€™m grateful for everyone checking in on me and your kind messages. I have been taking some time to take care of myself and my family. I promise I will get back to you. Your words make me feel loved and so much less alone. Iā€™m able to take care of myself and others largely because of things I have learned from you all :yellow_heart:
Iā€™m grateful for Ian and his kind heart, itā€™s the kindest one I have ever known
Iā€™m grateful for my mom
Iā€™m grateful that I have so much to be thankful for-
A safe home, food to eat, clothes, water to drink, a neighborhood that I feel comfortable and looked after in. All things that people right now are fighting to defend. Iā€™m grateful for what I have and Iā€™m praying for people who are lost and scared.
Iā€™m grateful for my body. That it allows me to run, walk, swim, and move freely.
Iā€™m grateful for Rue, she is my angel every single day.
Iā€™m grateful I ordered my groceries for the week so I could talk to my friend tonight instead. Iā€™m grateful that I was able to be there for her to cry and talk with.
Iā€™m grateful I skipped squats tonight, simply because that is what my body was telling me I needed. Iā€™m grateful Iā€™m more in tune with her these days.
Iā€™m grateful for the giving nature of humanity. It fills my heart that people will do what they can to help others. It makes me cry with hope and love for our species.
I believe in miracles. I believe I am one. I believe we all are.
Iā€™m grateful for meditation, the beauty of nature,
silence, wind, movement, books, music, poetry, kind humans- all of which kept me strong this past week and going into a new one tomorrow.

Sending love to you all, sweet dreams

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So very sad Carolyn, thoughts are with you all, life is so unfair :cry:

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Grateful for a peaceful few days away
Grateful for my van that allows me to do this
Grateful for Lottie my dog who keeps me company on my trips and really is my best friend
Greatful for being sober
Greatful for the new DBT thread
Greatful for hope
Greatful to here and you :pray:

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Iā€™m grateful for another day sober
Iā€™m grateful for my daughter
Iā€™m grateful for my partner
Iā€™m grateful for my job
Iā€™m grateful for CA
Iā€™m grateful for everyone on this app that I can learn from odaat :pray:t2:

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Today I am grateful:
-For unassisted sleep
-That I managed to record my new mixtape yesterday
-For being well enough to start doing exercise again, just
-For a sunny morning
-For another sober week

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Hello

Today I am grateful for another day of life, clean and serene.

Today I am grateful that I was able to wash my clothes.

Today I am grateful for a new opportunity for extra work.

Today I am grateful that I shared in a virtual NA group.

Today I am grateful that I lived through perseverance by turning 1,000 days clean and sober.

Today I am grateful that I am strengthened in my economic shortcomings and although I feel a little sad, it motivates me that I am learning to grow.

In gratitude to God and my family for all their love, just for today I have not consumed.

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For 3.5 hours sleep, waking up tired, but not from drinking or using the night before.

For being alive and safe.

For starting Step 4 work with my sponsor yesterday.

For two back-to-back meetings last night, and great shares.

For iced coffee and saving money from making it at home and not buying Starbucks every day.

For my best friend being released early from prison yesterday.

For not being in prison myself.

For new connections every day.

For seeing the CA program work in other peopleā€™s lives.

For Courage, Hope, and Faith.

That I no longer wake with my skin crawling for more cocaine.

That I have not consumed alcohol for 579 days.

That I have no used cocaine for 39 days.

That I am not in this alone anymore.

That Iā€™m not trying to white-knuckle recovery anymore.

Thank you.

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@Callie99 sending strength and love :pray:t2::blue_heart:
@RosaCanDo Iā€™m so glad youā€™re safe :raised_hands:t2::blue_heart:
@BeckerAndree congrats on quadruple digits :tada:

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I am gratefulā€¦ :seedling::sunflower:

I am gratefulā€¦ :innocent::pray:

I am gratefulā€¦ :heart::hugs:

I am gratefulā€¦ :muscle::fire:

I am gratefulā€¦ :earth_asia::milky_way:

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