Oh @JazzyS I can see you smile and see you enjoying your sourdough bread 
To be honest I laughed louder than I should, I can feel your “fuck it” 
Maybe it’s “fuck it” january?
@Dazercat @Chiron I still grin about m.o.i.s.t. jannuary. and @Jasty2 The Stupid Polls thread (Part 2) - #389 by Jasty2
I’m grateful to read so much gratitude here (still catching up) and for smiles and laughter. Nothing better on monday morning!
I’m grateful I can take my time in the morning when I need it. Have to go doing bloodwork and I had a terrible nightmare again before waking up. Instead of rushing into shower and driving to the laboratory to be there early I decided to breath, pamper me with a long, hot shower and extra lotion, pray, read and love my sleeping cats on me allthough they get heavy. It’s ok when I’m there at 9, nobody cares whether they take blood at 7 or 9.
I’m grateful that I give audiobooks a try. So far I’m not very keen on it but I’ll try several books during the free test period.
I’m grateful my brain produces ideas again. Yesterday it came up with the thought that I can use old jewelery nobody will ever wear again (no money to make by selling) to pimp the new grey scarf I’m knitting. One of the stone neclaces has the perfect colour and little stones. I love it when such ideas pop up I’m grateful I take it as another sign that something in me is changeing.
I’m grateful I know all the thinking around the future and the ex will pass soon. It was heavily triggered and impacted on friday. I know when I focus on myself, breath, meditate, concentrate on daily life and actively work on letting go it will pass soon. I’m grateful I feel ok, even good. I’m grateful I had a weekend only for me, resting, reading, enjoying myself as good as I could. I needed it. I’m grateful I turn off the phone when I need quiet time. I’m grateful my friends don’t mind when I call back the next day or text them that I don’t feel like chatting on the phone at the moment. Wonderful souls I’m grateful I take as much time for myself as I need. For as long as I need it. I’ve never done this to such an extent. I hope I don’t get lost ODAAT