I havn’t read it but I would like to link you to the book thread, may have a look if someone mentioned it there and add 
Any Avid Readers Here? What are you currently reading?
Morning gratitude.
I got lost in reading yesterday evening, went to bed far too late (after midnight), had crappy nightmares and got up at 5 to shoo them. I’m sure one day this nightmares will kill me.
I’m rooting for gratitude to lift my spirit:
I’m grateful for the wonderful farmhouse I’m currently living in. I love it. The possibility that I might loose it breakes my heart. The waiting for the new expertise of market value exhausts me. My nerves are wrecking every day a little bit more. I’m grateful I work every day on letting go. On giving all my feelings and thoughts to God and the universe as it will be as it is supposed to be. I have no control nor influence on the outcome. I’m grateful I’m responsible for myself. I’m grateful I surrender to the fact that I’m powerless over others. I’m grateful I take good care of myself. I’m grateful it helps me to cope with the situation as good as I can. I’m grateful for ODAAT.
I’m grateful for my cats and their love, the fun we have, that the old boy is in good shape and talkative. I’m grateful the youngsters are in good shape and run around the house a lot. They are great company.
I’m grateful that I’m aware I avoid tackling certain tasks. I’m grateful I don’t beat myself up for it. I’m grateful I question why instead. I’m grateful I am able to sit with the urge to do something and to avoid doing it. It’s uncomfortable and I’m grateful I take time to dig behind the anxiety, the feeling of not being capable to do something, the fear to fail, the discomfort of probably needing help and organize it. I’m grateful for many posts from the mental health thread that help me to keep calm and sit with it. Like this one
I’m grateful I am free, live a peaceful life, my health is ok, I have dear friends, reading enriches my life, my spirit is light again on some days. I’m grateful I don’t engage in the concept of hope anymore, it always led to loss, resentment, frustration, disappointment, letdown and hurt. I’m not able to to really differentiate between hope, wish and expectation, never was. They always become blurred and converge. I’m grateful I’m fine with let be, let go and let God.
I’m grateful for all I can do and that it’s ok if all I do today is breath and survive.
ODAAT