I am grateful for so many things today.
My family
My cat
Being able to take time for myself
Noticing the beautiful world around me
My new confidence
A second chance
The NA program
Dharma
AFR
And a new boy that just came into my life… he took me out and I really thought that I wouldn’t be into it at all. I just wanted to go out and show myself that it’s okay to put myself out there and I can’t be afraid forever. Turns out he’s really sweet and kind and pretty cute. He’s paid for every date- though there’s only been two- and he even supports my recovery. He didn’t judge or stick his nose up he wanted to learn and get to know my story. I really hope this goes well because my heart is guarded but maybe I can open it up but by bit and let someone else in
It’s good you’ve got some connection in the programs in NA and Dharma, and you’re feeling present and constructive in life. Keep taking it one day at a time, and you’ll find what you need. Good for you! 
Hi Eden,
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I’m sitting here 2 days from 4 months being clean for the first time in my life from 15-38. I finally got sick of being sick and checked myself into inpatient, so I finally decided to give up my demons and absolutely love being sober. There’s definitely fun, laughter, and so much more. I feel so much better in life now and actually can look my self in the mirror and tell my self I love you