Welcome Anthony 
Alcohol isn’t my addiction but there are many here who have faced it, I’m sure you’ll find someone. And read around, explore the threads - there’s so much you’ll recognize there; you’ll hear so many stories like yours.
Here’s a thread where people check in daily to keep connected with others in recovery:
And this one is for our Zoom meeting:
As you look around you’ll find so many other interesting threads. Make yourself at home!