I’m glad you found us Hopeful.
Congratulations on day 1.
When I first started my sober journey all I had to do was take it one day at a time. No, it is not easy. But just for today you and me don’t have to drink.
It sounds to me like you got a lot to be grateful for when you’re sober. A beautiful husband 2 children. You probably got a roof over your head.
I do a gratitude list every day right here to set my mind straight in a positive attitude to start my day. Every day. Right here Daily Gratitude, The Air Of Recovery #5
I got so much to be grateful for if I do not drink. I’m sure you do too.
I don’t know how much damage you’ve done but there are many resources out there to help you. You do not have to do it alone. I could not do it alone. I tried. And failed. But now that I got support I am doing it!
If it’s not too late,
Get your ass to a meeting or find some kind of support and show your husband you are committed to sobriety. One day at a time.
We are here to help too. This has been a great resource for my sobriety.
Have a good read around. Join in when you you really want sobriety.
