Welcome here and at your day 1 
Like you said this can be your last day 1 ever.
My last day 1 was more then 5 years ago. I found this app and 2 weeks later was my day one and I decided to give it all I’ve got in me.
The first year of my recovery I was here every day to check in sober. Maybe you want to check that thread out, it’s a very active one Checking in daily to maintain focus #64 Feel free to join!
I recognize the coping meganism about drinking to deal with hard situations in life. These days I found better and heathier ways to deal with life 
I wish you the same, it’s liberating to live free again.
I always be addicted to alcohol, but I’m free of it’s chains 
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