Welcome to the community Alisia
I am so very happy that you have found this community. I find being active here (reading all the threads and soaking in the stories / advice) keeps me motivated to continue in my sobriety and also helps with the boredom. Love the support and love in this community.
Boredom is a killer - it will allow your urges to grow and become louder. Do what you can to keep your mind and body occupied. Check out this list ways to battle boredom - hopefully something tickles your fancy.
Great job on attending the zoom meetings. Are you also able to do any in person? Possibly look for a sponsor so you have some irl support? I believe you are capable of shedding this addiction - do know you are not alone - we are here for you! Hoping to see you around - few threads that i find very useful for my sanity and accountability
Daily Gratitude, The Air Of Recovery #4
Checking in daily to maintain focus #56