Day 1 no Kratom; day 43 no alcohol

I found after detox I did fine without alcohol but found a bottle of tramadol and then when that was out went back to Kratom. I am shocked what a hold Kratom has and so quickly. I’ve always liked opiates and struggled with them for 20 years so I guess it makes sense that I have leaned on Kratom. It’s easy to get…started about 20 days ago and already was up to 30 grams a day…that is a fast progression. Starting all over again with Kratom and praying that I haven’t developed a physical addiction to it this quickly, the withdrawals are a lot tougher than I had expected when I was in detox. If anyone had any experience with quitting Kratom on their own I would love to hear about it. Have a feeling that staying off alcohol will now be tougher without the Kratom, the real recovery starts today!

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