Hi Jana, well done on hanging in there. The first days can be tough Just know, it does get better bit by bit.
Speaking of puzzles - have you found the puzzles thread yet? Maybe you feel like checking it out and let us be part of your progress.
I’ll be joining in soon as well. Doing jigsaws and listening to music really calms my mood when I am down.
Just know, it does get better bit by bit.